Ramadhan,his love & ours

We are bidding goodbye to ramadhan soon, I can hardly believe it is the end of Ramadhan. The blessing, peaceful and and blissful month is now comes to the end.It seems just like yesterday we met.Bulk of questions and doubts come across my mind.Am I giving enough all the good deeds for the needy and others? Am I being a good muslim,double the ibadah, practice the sunnah? Am I going to meet my lover again the other time? Do I have chances the other time to bid salam to it?Am I serving my best throughout the time? Can you tell me?Ramadhan......It comes with barakhah and leaves carrying the maghfirah(forgiveness). Even His wrath outweight the sea,forgiveness comes so easily.Just repent about the past,his blessing count no one. Why, because we started this life so pure, so He will love us one more.That's the thing I know for sure.Have you ever heard this phrase? Rejab is Allah's month, sya'aban is belong to the prophet muhammad and Ramadhan is belong to his ummah. Thats true, all mu'minin are fighting towards this precious time.



Tell me how many of you can hardly say goodbye to this beloved month and sadly say hello to this coming syawal? People set aside and pay no attention to Ramadhan, as syawal is the matter of business.I'm speaking the truth.Let see, I can hear the eid music since the first day of fasting and what a heck is it? It should be the other way around. But, that's Malaysian.WHY don't you turn on the radio to the other channel and listen to song of fasting month? don't have one,just play the quranic song,why is it so hard?out of fashion? shameful of being too good? It get me morose sometimes when the muslim themselve show no respect to this month.



We have no time,hesitated no more.there's a quote from prophet muhammad p.b.u.h in a hadis; 'between the world living and the doomsday is just a short measure between two fingers'. It shows how near we are with the doomsday and it was the say spoken over 1400 years ago,just imagine hw much the time left for us.Do you really get enough saving in the account for the day after life? which is heavier, your sins or rewards.This is a wake up call for you and for us as let's try make ourselves for the better,life after death is the true destiny.won't you be happy with the title of muslim? We get busy with worldly affairs and neglecting the mission as His servant to flourish this planet earth with good deeds, charity and islam teaching. There's another one, we should be proud to be the Last ummah, this is the specialty that given by Allah as we'll get shafaat from our prophet and we're the first ummah to enter the heaven,follows by the others followers. Even Moses ever ask Allah permission to be a part of us but to no avail. Do you know the last words of prophet muhammad before he died, he kept saying 'ummati,ummati,ummati' which means my people,my people,my people.Can you see how deep this unconditional love to us and we are never concern to say his name once in a day,isn't that cruel?



To top it all, it is never too late to return to right lane.Sit back and 'muhasabah' ourselves on the past and open the new chapter of a brighter and meaningful life.May His blessing surround us.



Golden words: Stand with Islam,it is the way of life and you'll be safe.

Homecoming journey

What a great day for me.Soo excited to tell u that I'm going home...what a good present for me, stucking in Uitm for months and buzy with books and assignments all the time,it's really good to be home again...such a relief. Well, my lecturers are happily cancelled today's class (actually after begging them to do so..naughty) but they left behind with workpack to carry on during the break. So, as all my roommates got to rush for their class,I decided to complete the homework as much as I can,so don't have to bring back. What a heck, all the phonetics stuff is soo boring and confussing(it's listening&speaking). Like, how can I differentiate all the phonetics, the words all sounds exactly the same. She gave us a few pages of that and i'm taking solid 2 hours to finish them all.I'm going crazy if there is another pages on that.

It's 10 am and haven't taking shower yet,not to mention, my luggage is not pack also and now my room is quite messy. Alin will be back within 2 hours..she'll mad if seeing me like this. We're taking bus to Ipoh by 3 pm,of course riding on the handsome Plusliner. Oh, I also have to re-do my presentation on previous M'sian Study' topic as it's magically lost from my pendrive. hate to re-do it again, luckily still got notes on that,just copy them all. Ehm, finish all the academic works (just managed to settle the L&S).Time for sweating,times for chores. Tidy up the room is another my best way to release tense.Sweeping, mopping and rearrange stuff inside my room is easy to do when alone,like you can make it with your own style and nobody will complaint about it.

I'm counting the time..
luggage,set. Kuih raya,set. Ticket, checked. What else, looks like everything is complete. Alin here,just finish her test on speaking, what language are you using? ha..ha.. her tired face signs no-stupid-jokes.okay, your pleasure. We had one final touch on all the stuff,yeah..should double check everything, can u imagine after departed at ipoh,then you realize that you had left your raya baju kurung @ kuih raya behind? OMG...may I turn back? So, I screwed up the plan, we're supposed to off form Mawar by 1.30 pm but I'm buzy to settle all my laundry (it's piling up), hanging some wet clothes on the window in the room and keep those are dried in the drawer.. She's waiting me patiently..good girl,just testing your patience and iman in ramadhan..
Then, we off to the bus stand around 2 pm. Waiting the virgin bus is another thing,do they take off on jumaat? Haven't they finish the Prayer yet? I'm sweating already..Thanks goodness, there's a cab coming this way, wasting no time, I'm waving my hands to the drivers,competing with the others Mawar's girls....and it seems that i'm the lucky one..So both of us rushed into the cab, and without asking mush,he drives us to sec.17 I need the air-cond...badly.

The bus terminal (should I call it bus terminal?) is not as what I'm expecting.It's not crowded,not much people as i think.Ehm, the more the merier,can feel the raya enthuasism
arousing..wah. Alin and me have to wait another hour to ride on our bus.Soo, we arrived early. take a break for a while..but honestly, I hate waiting..to wait the needle to struck on 3pm is quite suffering,plus it's fasting and it's balik raya...the only thing we can do is to read through the magazines(she brought Cleo and Remaja) and chatting all this while.

Yeah, here comes the bus,my bus...!my bus...! we take the front sit and it looks like almost all the passenger are Uitm students..lousy.After the driver checking tickets, I'm take off my laptop from HP case and lap it on so there you go.......korean movie..I'm intentionally plan to do this on the bus since it is not provided with TV.The journey is not boring and all of them fall of asleep so do to Alin. All the excitement is unexplanable..a few more miles to go. It's traffic jams and cars are lining up as far as eyes can see..It's sounds not so good.Alin told the driver to drop her at the toll,but it seems impossible to stop abruptly with all vehicles behind it,so he's not. She have to call her mom to moved on to Terminal Medan Gopeng even she's not happy with it as it means that she'll might have to break her fast on the road as the traffic is so crazy in the evening. Sorry, can't help you. We arrive by 5.30pm and the place is totally crowded with bus plus peoples and cabs. I accompany Alin to go to nearby bus stand as her mom can't enter terminal(just imagine how crowded it is).Of course I can't let her alone, so we make a move to meet her mother at the bus stop. After waving and bidding good bye to each other, I walk back to terminal and perform solat jama' and Qasar. Finally, after 30 minutes waiting, my mom fetchs me and off we go back home, back to my Full House.that's what I called to my home. Another journey to be remembered..That's all for now.Selamat Hari raya

Nothing.....just keep smiling

I woke up this lovely morning having a peace of me, Can feel the positive energy lingering the body and I can sense the lady-luck beside. There's reason behind it...Can't tell you in this post, it's top secret.There, I can't wait to go to college, wanna meet Awatif,farah,eiza,sai,fie and all those guys in my class. I'm in a very good mood today, everythings run as I'd plan and he..he..now it is the countdown for holiday+raya...3 DAYS TO GO. ehm,enough of that.

Well, for the Computer Literacy class today, Miss sally asked us to get prepared for the MUET projects after the Eid. Owh, made me goosebumped, thinking about MUET, we really don't have much time now..So, have to double studying,double the reading and double everything...................(not eating)! We had good time in the Listening & Speaking class and you know what, we're going to practice the first group discussion under her nose! Makes me so uneasy and quite tense..The nervousness feeling I had at that time almost made me trembling all the time. But then, I try to turnover the negative feeling into a positive way. Just keep laughing, and talking with them.that's how I'm covering the nervousness.

I'm in group with Najah (again), athirah and nadia. so, we talked..talked and talked about the topic.Owh yeah, did i mention the topic?It's ; "Friends are more important than family these days".Agree @ opposed?
Ask yourself. Here's another thing, you know what, we don't have enough time to settle and wrap up our discussion! Hey, timekeeper, do you really made it 10 minutes,I think it's just 5.. I just wanna say to Puan Hamidah,"Aa, can we make it once again?' Geez,Puan Hamidah said that this group is very..very comfortable with the discusssion,but have to maintain the main topic. Ok, Bravo girls, it is first trial..After that, end of class for today.

Ehm,me and Najah(again) break the fast with farah(diva), Alia(primadona), Awatif, and Eiza under the hut at Mawar. They're rock, So enjoy the moments, Of course, you can't skip the gossip whenever hanging up around wiht them..They told this,told that..and bla..bla..bla...They keep teasing Najah and the-you-know-guy.. Ah,stop it girls, I know her, she's the one who's not ready yet to in the cupid love tales...too young and......afraid of commitment.yeah, that's hard have Bf, got to text him 24/7, inform him whenever you go,with whom,why and all the -routine-like-Q's for the couple. Well, it is up to you as we have different perspective right. aky, I think it 's all for this post,stilll can't stop smiling today......chiaw....

One day in ramadhan

My friend Nani invited me, g ha and alin to break the fast together at his uncle's house. What a pleasure for me as I really miss to break fast at home with family( even it's not my family) as I'd never have the chance to do so since the first ramadhan.(Soo sad, I need my mom...).so here came the plan, we did a-routine-like activity,-off from mawar and ride the rapid bus.Then we droped by at PKNS to buy something for Raya and I'm managed to grab 2 preciously and glamorous brooches which cost me aha....price.I don't think I should have to wear anything , just put on the paperback and I'm gorgious enough with these brooches.Opps, let's not over do it.. Fuh, even though they cost me a fortune,but... it's raya right, just once a year. alin also got her new raya dress,it's silk and so elegant,just worth about RM115.I love the dress.

Well, I'm skipping my raya dress this year, don't have the enthuastic to buy new one..I still have a lot of used-to wear dress as I rarely wear them and they still look new and gorgious for me. So, why wasting the money........? Please don't get me wrong, I don't say that I'm against you buying new dress for raya,it's my decision,nothing personal.

Then, done with my shopping and as everybody has got their stuff, we walked in a rapid way to the bazar ramadhan to buy some refreshment for Nani's uncle. we have soya, murtabak and popiah.wow,made my mouth watering...After that we off to sec. 9 with cab and arrived there minutes before The Call...That's what I called seconds from disaster. We really lavish on the meal and enjoy the berbuka with their family, let's fill the tank girls.........It was so delicious and I can't hardly stand up for the maghrib prayer..so full and so lazy like a phyton..he..he. I can't believe I'm having rice for berbuka..usually it's become my last option, as I can live without that for years..

Ehm, we have fun, they're really kind and warm-hearted as I can feel to be part of the family too.. we prayed Isya' there and not to mention the tarawih too. It just me,alin and g ha and kak..(Aa...what's her name again, forgot already) in the house as uncle and aunty went for tarawih at mosque.We watched movie on Astro ria,it's kind of Muhasabah time when watching that,yeah quite a religious drama but very fantastic and captivative. Sharp at 10.40 pm, we got to move on back to college.it's late already and of course we don't want to get caught by 'jenisan burung' guards on the gate.Soo,tired but yet we really have ,never hang out with all my roommates before and it's cool to be together..Ohh, got to sleep early this night, I have an early class next morning.......gud nite...

golden words: Treasure your friends as you'll may lose them tomorrow

Hooray

Hooray! it's weekend again. After going through such a hectic week.. battle week for the tests and of course, gave me the tense I don't want to. Okay, me, Fie, and Diddy have another last EIF( English Is Fun) program. It is a linking program between UiTM and Pertubuhan Mawaddah Malaysia. The aim is to have fun with the usage of English for kids so that they'll know that it is not hard to master the skill. Seriously, we really have fun...they are rock and so active( I have my favourite!he is so cute ). So, sharp by 7.50 am, I set off from Mawar College and took a ride on the virgin T603 bus to the section 2 then jump into the mini bus to Intec. Najah's not coming....how sad.She's a good friend of mine...This is the final session of our program so, I felt quite sad and I'm gonna miss the kids, their giggling in the group and the hillarious of chicken dance performance.(conduct by Fie,he's really good with kids). We have the best of both world as our dean faculty was kindly spent her time with us and yes, a nasheed group,Sekilas which is quite famous(they said!) in Uitm was willingly conduct the nasheed performance free of charge and with their own transportation! God bless them ....they sang several songs and it's beautiful...however one of the members forgot the lyric.Ahh....spoiled. That' it..end of program.Kudos to all committee members, to the project manager and for kids on making this programrun successfully.Kudos to me too, for sacrificing my sweet weekend.......


Golden words: Today's fantastic, tomorrow's terrific, yesterday's gorgious, next day hillarious.Love to live,love my life

Testing on you....

I started my day at 4.30 am, after a long hours on the bed, it's the time to refresh back ( I dozed off right after the tarawih). Huh.... Me and najah spent the whole evening at cyber cafe just to settle another assignment( tired of it) on comp. literacy. Yeah,did I say Farah and Boy 'cunning' were with us? Ehm, Farah really made me freak out when she said that she has made a money transaction to a friend (I guess not,he is more than that) worth rm100 at CIMB bank but the guy didn't get it. She might be transferred it into wrong account,who's know, human mistake. You might think a hundred is nothing but for us as a student, Rm100 is like a Rm1000.Every penny counts, got it? So,she thought he was jesting only but after several calls, she know it is the other way around.She asked me CIMB number but I don't have one like.... who wants to keep it. So, I asked her to browse the website. Huh.....what a relief. She got it and....... well, lady-luck loves her , it is true that the money is not transferred.........yet into the account .....because, she did it manually,so it takes a longer time. Gotcha!Ha..ha.. relax girl, you made me worried.

I really don't have a gut to come to the class today.Why? we just have a single class today as the Listening & speaking class has been cancelled. Aih, why don't Master Shifu( a.k.a Mr.Shah) postponed it on the next class. Okay, let's make it clear. I don't mean that I hate the class, but it doesn't worth to attend the only one hour class on that morning and then go back to college. That's all. The other thing is, I know that we'll sit for a test today, so of course you want to get ready, to get prepared for that. So, after having a bit of peckish during sahur, I did a light reading on the subject and browsing the past year questions(who's know it'll be on the test). But, hey...I thought the test will following the exam format, neh....... it's not,the questions are totally ridiculous and different.Haih.... just a waste...I hate the question on the last section..It's quite hard, yeah.do you feel the same way too? Ehm, made me confused, convert noun to adjective, to verb and the vice versa.My brain frozen thinking about it. I'm not tensed, just don't like it,that's all. Nothing much to say then....Aha....one last message, EIF is organizing a 'Majlis Buka Puasa' for EIF committee members, it is free and you have to be at faculty by 5 pm if you would like to join us. (got my 1st message?)

1st message-don't expect too much on the test....sigh

Golden words : 'In life, Allah tests us in so many ways, you can't simply say I'm not ready, I'm
not prepared..He does on his wish'

As time comes.....

I'm not so interested on blogging before, as I'm more into reading others blog. Love to know what do they feel on that day, response on classes and momentous moments they had . This is how I get each others well,especially my classmates. Each of them have identity and styles on their writing. It resembles their personality........no doubt on it. Everything they write come from the heart and yess... Some of them give me inspiration and aspiration on life. what trigger me to be part on this is because the love in writing comes a little bit inside and actually I've started writing my journal before and it lays in the microsoft word. Well, I can say that I'm doing something outside the box......For girls, let know each other better,heart to heart and share the moments...... I'm in a good mood today,happy........very happy and so blessing as His willingness makes me get through another day in Ramadhan. I really appreciate every second I 've right now.......why?? I have great friends, fabulous day, everything is on the right place and the right time.So, there's nothing much I want to complaint today.

Golden words: 'Terharu aku pada kata-kata Imam al-Ghazali, indahnya ukhwah bukan terletak pada pertemuan, akan tetapi pada ingatan sahabat dalam doanya..'