tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60102267731483853582024-03-04T22:24:56.182-08:00The Power of Now....awakeningReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.comBlogger140125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-21969397750376999642011-04-21T00:47:00.000-07:002011-04-21T00:47:44.678-07:00When life is just being dramaticOne step for betterment<br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I hate the word busy. I restrain myself of not using the word. B-U-S-Y. I am not busy, it just that I’m loaded with lots of work. I’m easily irritated with those who claimed they are busy when in fact they are not that busy but playing with time to the last minutes work. What the...... There is time for us to arrange everything right, the matter of willingly to do it or to sacrifice something for it or not. Let say if you had a lot of work to be settled that day and still have other things to do. Why not just cut your sleeping time to manage the work. The busiest man for me is Prime Minister. If you’re a Prime Minister, indeed you’re busy. What busy meant for students is a lot different to the Prime Minister. What we do mostly studying, leisure with friends and trivial business. This goes for most students. MOST, I mean for those who didn’t have any other responsibility than be a student. Time flies fast and makes my life a little hectic. My regular routine now should be divided for time as student, faculty affairs and university affairs. The three portion of management put me into running mode all the day. With the new scheme of working, I better fix my management skills and yes, I am still learning it. To put study first, leadership now is my aim. Everything happens is with reasons and a challenge to endure. Balancing is important, yeah it is. I try my best to maintain my credibility in my work as well as my reputation as a good student. So far, I able to manage well my study..this refers to the first test done for all subjects. For the second test, I don’t really have faith what is the outcome. I am quite worried if my study now for the result may not turn up as what I wishfully hope. I only hope that I can maintain the DL since my first semester and achieve the ANC at the end of my study. I don’t care what the others accomplished in their study, I only concern mine yet, best of luck to my friends. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">There is more pain and tears than happy, lovely life as a student representative. You hold back your painful feeling and taking care of others more than your life. To endure the pain alone is much more frustrating, fortunately I have my angels all along with me in joy and tears. When I feel like the whole world against you and be neglected, rejected, unwanted from others, images of my parents and family and my angels fly through my mind, just like a short film..they comfort the broken hopes and spirit to stand up and fight. I learnt a lot and blissful to be what I am today. It’s a token in life when you see the good sides of what had happened to your life. Instead of blaming the fate or cry over it, take the fate wholeheartedly and live with it is a therapy of living a meaningful life. I am aware that I had changed in some ways. I had endured many ugly, painful and being lowest state in my life. Being disrespectful, being shamed before the friends I know, being criticised so many times and having people talking behind my back never kills my spirit of living my life positively. It’s very hurtful indeed, by the more people critics and say ugly things about me, the more motivated I am. It’s a feeling where I want to improve myself to become better and to prove those people that they are wrong about me. It’s a challenge I put for me. I want to show that i am capable of what I’m doing and worth for everything I earn. I always inspired by Rain (a Korean artist) story of life. I get connected my story of life with his and how he overcome those obstacle to become the world star. Thus, he is my strength to keep on living and I must not weak. Anyway, thanks to my angels of supporting me all the way through, being a friends of mine with all my weaknesses and flaws, listen to me whenever I fully need it, aids my wound whenever it hurts painfully and most importantly, share my laugh and tears. </span></div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-24585582858042033762011-04-21T00:08:00.000-07:002011-04-21T00:08:09.116-07:00The Brand new way of life~~<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">One step for betterment</span><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>It’s been two month away since I won the campus selection in my faculty. Never ever in my life I had a thought that I will be a student’s representative for my faculty. For those who had known me, they truly understand of what I meant for not to run the election in the faculty. I fully aware of my calibre and skills, many of them surpass me..much more entitled to be a student representative than I. This is the work done by the previous MPP in my faculty. They picked me although I had strictly mentioned no to and yeah, those who are actively involved with the HEP programs will be easily pick up as the candidates. I had my own reasons of joining those programs. It’s fun, I got travelled a lot to magnificent places, I enjoy for what I’m doing in those programs, meeting new people from all different faculties and most importantly, to not be regretted of not learning in depth about UiTM itself. Personally, I believe that a true UiTM student should know what is really inside UiTM and being patriotic as the university student. It simply knows the current issues circling around UiTM, the administration, why is UiTM is being ruled this way etc. In other words, don’t be ignorant-study, eats, sleep. Appreciate the chance we have while we are here. Back to the previous point, this is not my dream (of being a MPP) though but everything that had happened is a destiny God had at me. No matter how far I run from the reality, it just didn’t change the fact of me being one. </b></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b> </b></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>I heard a lot what people said behind my back. It’s like “what daa”, “the others are much better than her”, “why must she pfft”. Yeah, those words came from them and mostly the collegiate. I didn’t give a thought over it. My answer them is just, “if that so, why isn’t you/he/she just ran as candidates for the selection? Instead of blaming those had won which you complaint as not qualified, not in your favour, ‘alien’ etc...why don’t you give a try or persuade those potential talents to run the election. I see people talk a lot of their dissatisfaction rather than find resolution to their worry or problem. The best part is when people play two faces. You now it best right. The funny thing is they act if the person didn’t know of their regular habits of talking behind her back and pretend to be so pure and innocent like real friends. Well, it actually hurts more because those kind of people, I just don’t know which to believe about them when they be nice. Is it for real or fake. My concern now is to quickly finish of what I had started and give the best service to the faculty. It’s a responsible and burden only I know. Do the right thing, ignore the others. The title I’m having now, there is not slightest proud in it. Should I be one? Nope. It just for a year, egoistic kills a leader. I hate those who act like one and hate to be as one. Come on, there are bunches of people living with higher post are very down to earth. Be moderate in everything. Life is just that short as in the end we’re buried under the same ground.</b></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">This love is a dream for every girl in this planet and with sincerity and true love may we have it. Don't want to fret further, I present you, the ecstasy..... </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee; font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee; font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"I felt god himself had blessed me..when all he did was to address me"</span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
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</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="apple-style-span"></span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"I don’t live a life of the selfless, nor do I grab another’s <s>wine</s>…………if he has loves let he comes and declares it…to ask him... to follow him, I decline"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
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</span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"Your voice is like a thunder in a storm, your smell is just like the earth after the first rain and you yourself is like a prince in a beggar clothing"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
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</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"I can’t explain the way of this market to you, he who is sold can’t ever be a buyer anew"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
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</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"The fire is in the sun but it’s the Earth that does the burning, the eyes fall in love, but it’s in the heart that does the suffering"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"Look at me up close, imbibe me in every way, just in case your fate has another card to play"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"If by mistake I have made a mistake, then please consider it a mistake and forget it. But only forget the mistake even by the mistake don’t ever forget me"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"You should love a prince, not a devil like me- it’s too late. Now this devil is my prince"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></o:p></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></o:p></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></o:p></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><o:p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></o:p></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee; font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"If not for the rest of our life, we can spend the next 12 hours together, can’t we? Perhaps that’s all we have"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"Don’t come close to me, the storm will destroy you – I’m not destroyed in your storm, I am rejuvenated"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"May my life’s breath find refuge in your heart, destroyed in your love may my life depart"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"Never again will the winds be this shameless, never again will our steps falter so blameless"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"But this life without you is no life anyway"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"What if I let my heart life in your eyes? What if I close my eyes and punish your heart?"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"Our hearts are tremble when they meet, like they were never apart for even a beat"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
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</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"When I have your hands in mine, I have with me the heavens divine"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal"><blockquote style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee; font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large; line-height: 18px;"><br />
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</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"I have given you a lot of pain, still I am asking you to fill my wounds but I stand before you with the hope that you will forgive me"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br />
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</span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"My breath was incomplete, heartbeat was incomplete, incomplete was I..Now the moon is full, complete in the sky and now with you complete am I"<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: 'Berlin Sans FB Demi', sans-serif; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #eeeeee;"><br />
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</span></span></div></div><div style="text-align: justify;">p/s: <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Now you're scared</b></span></div><div style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Allah knows best</span></div></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><br />
</b></span></div></div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-8105800425120615562010-11-10T23:04:00.000-08:002010-11-10T23:04:48.427-08:00Perfect Flaws..A reason to double the love shotOne step for betterment<br />
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This isn't an intended lame joke...We naturally cracks it and the fun isn't belong to yours definitely...it's ours..<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Script 1</span></b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>Maryam : aaliyah mati sbb pesawat trhmpas..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>Tikah : owh dia mati 4-5 thn lps..sbb pe?cancer ke?</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>pfft...=p</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>Script 2</b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>Maryam : tikah, cite anaconda da x?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>Tikah : ha?cite aruna?</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Script 3</span></b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>mak reen : maryam tahu tak ni ulam apa?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>maryam : ah, tak tahu.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>mak reen : ni tenggek burung</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>maryam : haa...eek uu??</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b> (dalam byk2 huruf dlm tuh eek ngan uu jer dia dengar??)</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Script 4</span></b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>maryam : farah, ubat 2 wrna kuning</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>farah : eh xla, farah x pening</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>Script 5</b></span></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">apek : nk plstik cover x?</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">farah : owh, xpe..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">* sbnrnya apek 2 tnya bdk lain nk binding n nk buh cover plastik x.Mase tuh reen ngan maryam kat sebelah kot</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Script 6</span></span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">pekedai : nk plastik x?</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">reen : sama2..dh byr dh td..</span></b><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Script 7</span></b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>maryam : jom tipon Sahol</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>bazla : bleh je klu nak 2nd round..</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>maryam : eh x nk la repeat.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>bazla : eh xla..bleh je nk mndi 2nd round.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>maryam : ha?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>bazla : ha la, kn nak main sabun </b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><b>Script 8</b></span></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">tikah : bpe bungkus ni? </span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">farah : gna 2 kari, 1 ayam</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">tikah : owh, bape bungkus ni?</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">farah : 2 kari, 1 ayam ( secara perlahan 20 km/j)</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">p/s: bahana nk save saliva n masa..</span></b><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>Script 9</b></span></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">reen : tayammum 2 pkai debu tanah yg suci kn. nape taymmum kna pkai debu?</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">tikah : sbb debu sumber yg xkn abes , bak kata ust fauzi.</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">reen : klu ujan, mcm mna nak cri debu?</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">* Krikit-krikit ( sume perah otak fikir kot)</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">maryam :klu ujan xyah la tayammum</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"> (rase suma cam bongok sgt)</span></b><br />
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P/s: Seha ngan najah, jaga la korang, tk lame gi msk gak dlm list cript nih =p<br />
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Allah knows best<br />
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</div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-4916543384815790592010-11-10T22:43:00.000-08:002010-11-10T22:43:37.291-08:00You & I togetherOne step for betterment<br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">It just an updates about us.....We've been together since that and I always pray for the togetherness now and hereafter.....Some updates about us will then unleash the memory we shared...there's many ups and downs in the sailing boat, we laugh like witches and we cried like a baby. The hard times is tough to endure and it's painful but we have believe and trust, a trust that people change, You & I changed for the better and I am thankful for you in believing in me and never give up. I have had my swings and yours. We know it's a challenge to please us but we know we tried our best, thus we survived. This is a my pouring heart to heart, I might never able to said it verbally but I hope this writing will let you know how I really felt. I'm blessed for this togetherness.</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Well, yeah, the updates.</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">We have gone for goood just after the Educational Psychology exam at the end of the day. It's all well planned since days before that. We are going to hit Alamanda Putrjaya for the celebration. (i still have one final paper..=p ). I have never beeen there and we planned for enjoy the eateries and bowling. Well, that's the plan. So, after the prayer, off we go. </span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">It took us about 1 hour to reach Alamanda Putrajaya. It's a breath taking nature beauty for a city like this. I want to have a house there.hhehe..we are totally in a great hunger, seriously like haven't eating since morning and having the first meal of the day is just like living again after the death. we ate sizzling yee mee and some juice. w fancy to try a bite for the famous waffle. (we did't make it, kenyang sangat makan tadi). </span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Unfortunately for us, the bowling center is full and there's a tournament to be held after the 8.00pm. All the way to here is for bowl and Alamanda let us down. Thinking of the other alternatives....movies....erk, nope, definitely just wasting all the money and fuel just to glued our eyes on the big stupid screen. =p. So, we decided to go to arcade and have some fun there. Haaha.....the little kids we've become...I've never played it before and it's quite fun..just for some minutes but it's fun. Then, finally we decided to take a walk around the area of Putrajaya...It think Luck didn't charm us that night..All the street light were off leaving just the main lamps just to light the road..man, my friends said the best part of Putrajaya is the night view with the sort of fancy street lamps and the fountain. And we didn't get both. How interesting is that, all the way to this place. </span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">The climax of our activity, out of the box and my thinking...was playing at the playground..and walk near the lake.yeap..it's dark and cold night.....but we found that it's the finest entertainment for us.....again, all the way from shah alam just for a playground??? hehe, dumbstruck. But, that's it. Maybe there's next time and by that time, no plan! coz it's surely crashed. Yeah, I haven't yet mention that it's our third attempt to go bowling. Some days ago we planned to go Ole-Ole for bowling but it's full...then we straightly changed our location and went to Sunway. (it's quite pricey but still affordable for us)....then what, there was a tournament held and end up us to a casual hang out and food catch at Laksa Shack. See, patah la hati....</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
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Hey, thanks darlings...I am appreciated.<br />
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Allah knows bestReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-22794780927209981652010-10-26T00:16:00.000-07:002010-10-26T00:18:13.179-07:00Security seems far from goodOne step for betterment<br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">We are already in the exam mood.It started yesterday.people are busying themselves with books and notes here and there but us..still attending classes. Like today, educational psychology class...my lecturer made all the 3 groups in to be in the hall for some lecture (last lecture) and distributing he on going marks...And I keep saying this to people</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;"><br />
</span> </b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">IT'S A TESL BATCH GATHERING WITHOUT SNACKS &DRINKS =]</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;"><br />
</span> </b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">because we've never have lecture in class with all three groups in one time....for this semester. so it's like a tesl gathering...pre gathering before the final</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;"><br />
</span> </b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">my exam dates are just like a "toto" number:</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">3138</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;"><br />
</span> </b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">which are......</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">31/10 - Applied phonetic & phonology</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">3/11 - Educational psychology</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">8/10 - Micro-counselling</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;"><br />
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</span> </b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">wish me and all my friends for 'najah' with excellence in the exam.....</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;"><br />
</span> </b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">as I've checked the list of on going marks I've gotten...it's not a satisfying result....I screwed up a lot and 3.5 didn't seems to securely safe in my palm for this semester......I don't have too much expectation for my future result...only hoping to maintain the 3.5 pointer....Ya rabb, yassir wala tua'ssir fil imtihan3x...AMEEN</span></b></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;"><br />
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Allah knows best<br />
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p/s: i'm freaking scared at the momentReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-89175975345856263782010-10-21T18:10:00.000-07:002010-10-21T18:14:36.600-07:00The sky is bright and so is the lifeOne step for betterment<br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">I</span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">'ve read a wonderful post from my friends' blog..I'm very delight to see that how Allah bring his light to a person through a person..the person must be one amazing being. You know, when a life is touched by someone to reform into such a positive, better way...the person is something..May Allah lay His endless blessing to her in touching one's heart to be nearer to Allah...One thing we should believe...God is equal..He settled us upon something or with something/someone for a reason..which will turn out for good or bad. but nevertheless, if it is something bad...there should be a blessing in disguise...people CAN change..The good might turns bad in 10 years time....and vice versa....the most challenge part is when someone wants to be become a better/good person...there will be a tricky way...and varied test of patience and Iman....like..for friends...some..little of them might look at one like a jerk...with a look like "yeah right..i don't believe in you to be thaaat good"...Ouch.. some will also will try to their best in ensuring that the person still belong to their group of people....</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">Man, He tested us in many way..not to kill the spirit but as a test to see how deep is the desire to become the man of the religion...with firm belief and faith in Allah.. whatever it is...good friends will celebrate his/her friend's reformation for good and with many prayers to Allah..may He will give strength to him/her and for us to be always in Mardhatillah...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b>'Dinul Islam Abadan Abada' </b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Allah knows Best</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">p/s: I still wonder how the person knows my blog and read about the post..i'll never deliver the hate post again...for good. I'll take your critics for good but it still a mystery how on earth you know my blog. the bottom of it..I'm no longer mad at you....I've delivered the company's proposal according to the list you gave me....so, just stop shouting at me again. =]</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><br />
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</div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-83965786527924979102010-10-19T19:43:00.000-07:002010-10-19T19:43:32.832-07:00say hello~!One step for betterment<br />
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We can never satisfied every soul for liking us...not everybody will be liking the way we are....<br />
if we keep listen to others to be what they want us to be..what's the real point of living your life?<br />
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when I got mad to someone....it's not to be forever....people can forever hate me as their wish and I'll give and the one who is offended is (sapa mkn cili dia rasa pedas)..<br />
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i guess it's better to ignored those and be what you always should be....<br />
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if I ever hurt anyone...sorry..I'll try to fix it if i'm the one who did mistakes....<br />
haha....love me hate me say what you want about me.....my friends know me best~!Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-77972633458524629362010-10-17T00:13:00.000-07:002010-10-17T00:13:35.014-07:00HATEOne step for betterment<br />
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Hating you from the bottom of the heart<br />
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i wish not to see your face for the rest of my life...ever again..<br />
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Hate your eyes when you looked at me when talking....<br />
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as if I'm a pest, and you're the holier.....<br />
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don't you ever dare to talk to me again...<br />
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with that tone and look...i'll be forever hating you...<br />
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no peace for us for nowReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-53676253683195572202010-10-12T23:37:00.000-07:002010-10-12T23:53:19.399-07:00A guitar and the songOne step for betterment<br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;">Last night and the rest of the day will specially stored as most memorable, blissful life for me...Enjoy much of your present and most off all, the many unknown things you've well sealed.....and successfully discovered.</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;">the first strum of your guitar..it left me in awe....and you're keep saying not really good at it...my..stop talking rubbish...it's an extraordinary talent I've met..this is another, you can't read chord...but a wonderful guitarist..you are as special as the way you are... annnnnd just another amazing person I've met. thanks for the song and the guitar...it's sweet..real sweet...if you've realized or not, many hearts have touched by you and yeah, hoping to hear your compose again =]]]</span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div>you're so shy and it's doubling mine<br />
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p/s: I'll keep this as secret..no one will know a scratch 'bout this. ^^,<br />
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Allah Knows BestReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-67753012443906298042010-10-10T22:49:00.000-07:002010-10-10T22:49:48.281-07:00stop whining peopleOne step for betterment<br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">Weekend would be the best for a study break out.....and I'm sipping every moment with it..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">I went to KL for a visit to my uncle house + open house+ hanging out with some friends and cousins..it was on Saturday...only by late at night, I had arrived to Shah Alam...overnight at 21's house due to the late night arrival. thanks to their company, we didn't slept until it was 2am..Erm...lots of updates to catch up. Early in the morning, I went for a breakfast with 21, as the others still snoozing (tk bangun dari kubur lagi =] ) .Only an hour after that, I walk back to my house....not that early morning breeze.</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">The next day, together with my house mates, we convoyed to Reen's as she is having an open house. Thanks god I wasn't at home last night, Reen, Yam and Farah were camping at Reen's for that purpose..our house surely a creepy old antic boring rented house without their presence. Man, I love convoy..together, 3 cars tailed and Khai's is the most outrageous i think..the satria neo with turbo engine was a cool wheel to ride on the highway..</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">reaching her house, we ate everything eyes could roll at. cranky jokes really killing us with madness laughter...her mom joined the crowd as well! Owh my,....stories after stories...we just can't stop laughing, hardly breathing. it was a magnificent Sunday for me and for others as well.</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">Hey, many are whining around about their piles of unsettled assignment.....there isn't that much if you start early...for someone over there...stop using the excuse of settling assignment to stay up /overnight at McD or anywhere else....because you haven't settled anything...as what my eyes could see...a lot of distraction is the big deal...my advice, go to somewhere you can focus to do work but not something else...good luck...</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">(the other people also attached to many commitment.....but that's not an excuse of not settling academic work)</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">Amazing people...Amazing life....Expected challenges.....</span></b><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;">p/s: good luck in exam people!!</span></b><br />
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Allah knows bestReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-66134587999225812572010-10-09T06:50:00.000-07:002010-10-09T06:50:45.015-07:00Believe in my destinyOne step for betterment<br />
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My heart beats..with unusual beating....<br />
whatever it's called....<br />
I'm thinking of..<br />
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.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">...getting married</span></span></span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">I really know it's worth waiting....may Allah takes me into another beautiful phase of life....</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">again....I believe...it's really worth waiting</span></b><br />
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Allah knows bestReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-74279223498631032212010-10-08T02:15:00.000-07:002010-10-08T02:15:23.069-07:00200th ...and never have enoughOne step for betterment<br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;">The one I'm currently writing is officially my 200th post..Impressed?? bigger than a dot. I rarely updates my blog and there's isn't a reason for that..most of the time whenever I feel the urge to pen something, the lappy isn't with me and the idea just floating..circling as the inner thought..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I'm running out of my time doing many of my favourite part time job- Roti Impit Ayamas at the faculty, also as a fully in charge of the head of Sponsorship department in "THE COOK" tour which will be held insya allah early next year at UKM..we only have precisely 3 months left before the due date. For further understanding what the heck of this program is...asks the holy google who always answer everything. Apart of this, there's still a few assignments left....and time is running out...</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><b>I</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;"><b> have settled:</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;"><b>a) Phonetic transcription project....(my part)</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;"><b>b) counseling verbatim (as same as drama script)..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #274e13;"><b>c) Report Writing (my part)</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;"><b>I haven't yet settle:</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;"><b>a) Arabic drama script...few amendment to be done as advised by the lecturer</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;"><b>b) Educational psychology case study</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">As I had mentioned, "my part". This means that in order to settle everything, I have to wait for the others to compiled a complete work. I hope everyone is doing their job and best in stealing time for accomplishing the assignment. I want us to get great score to secure the fortune A. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">As for my course, I haven't yet become a top scorer student, didn't crave for it but if getting one is the full icing on the cake. I'm just the moderate...like still a fortunate dean's list receiver..What is the most important to me is to maintain the 3.5 CGPA. Least interest in racing for a 4.00 pointer. "five-point someone" is the best novel that have changed and awaken my perspective towards the aim in academic lane. To fully enjoy your life as student and really learn the entire course is far more important that mugging books for the sake of A+ and zero knowledge in it. Many of us just like a machine....pressured by the fact of learning something new because it means more to cram and even much memorize..we aren't pressure cooker, take it easy people. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><b>Another thing about academic life....many of us are one real brainy....in disguise or clearly portrayed. for those who are vividly known as the intelligent, I pay no attention for their best performance as I know it's them...but one that I really adore is the hush hush brilliant that rarely or never get the spotlight. They are the type that what I call "the silencer" ..the.one speak less and listen more....even some might be labelled as the passive and loser with the capital L..lord..you'll be freakin' surprise how they shine in tests..simply said, they nearly beat the top scorers.....how was that? when it comes from "the silencer", it was celebrated with a huge applause..from us....they are one great brainy man..no one hardly notice their presence, but a starlight they have become. one great thing about them too is they are not bothered to scream the victory...not even fussy to boast around telling the world how great the marks they nailed. I like the down to earth attitude and people like you even more when you're modest with the exceptional talent. there's one big lesson lies behind</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE UNDER PERFORMER FOR THAT'S WHAT WE THINK THEY ARE.</span></span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: black;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #f3f3f3;">THE HOLY GREATNESS FROM "THE SILENCER" PROVED THEORY OF THE BRILLIANCE ISN'T FOR THOSE WHO SPEAKS MOST OF THE TIME. IT IS FOR ONE WHO THINK MOST OF THE TIME. </span></span></span></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Kudos to ilman, zuhairi for their outstanding marks in phonetic and phonology and not to forget..educational psychology. Have you read their answer? you should have done it..</div><div style="text-align: left;">me?? I'm satisfied with mine...but..but...I'm not the top scorer...hehe. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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p/s: I skipped an international tennis tournament invitation where the ticket price is RM169..I heard Jay Shawn and other big stars are performing....well, who cares..it's them who're famous, not me...I wish I could give my ticket to you if you're one BIG tennis fan...(how on earth I got it? thanks to KESAT)Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-65599806997166179122010-10-06T01:17:00.000-07:002010-10-06T01:18:58.762-07:00My ugly story..which belong to theirs<div style="text-align: justify;">One step for betterment<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>Whatttttttttttttttt......</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>I want to rant lots of thing..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>off from this page please if you think you are the one I'm gonna bite</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>Mind of nauseated words you've never heard of before...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>Best to pour everything here as if I'm not, I'll stuck forever with this such suck/infuriating/ feeling...It pealed me off~~</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>hush..........this isn't juicy gossips to tell the world...mind your own business anyway</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><br />
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</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>What a friendship is about? i think I almost unrecognized the significance of best/good friend. there's no more for us....maybe we better of this way...having a boyfriend quite a huge concrete wall for our togetherness. Like, you want more and more time spending with him, leaving of alone..on the beginning, I thought I'm okay with that...like, yeah, go for it...I don't mind..even though deep inside I surely upset someone had stealing the precious I love most...days past...months left..I realized she isn't into us anymore, it's all about him...somehow I am stored in the recycle bin memory..Jealousy?? Only god knows. I like the guy and I adore their love bond....but, I damned hurt....neglected and pushed away...nak ajak keluar hujung minggu pun da susah...sebab nak kena fikir pasal si dia takut nanti kot2 dia nak ajak keluar....kalau tak dulu boleh jer, gi mydin ke, giant ke same2...tapi sekarang,suma dengan dia....sapa tak kecil hati....I tak pernah cakap, hurm...sebb tak tercapai akal kot....sayang dia...tak nak dia kecil hati..rasa kekadang macam mengada jugak..tapi memang itu yang dirasa...kami dah jauh....</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>kekadang agak kurang berkenan dengan buah hati tu..sebab dia suka nk pegang tangan kawan I....biasa lah lelaki, their intertwined their fingers for he asking for it...she knew I didn't really much like it (da pesan dah..kalo kapel..kalo boleh tak yah la pegang tangan)...but's you know, it's quite hard to resist or say no if the one you love whisper the song of love to you....of course it's irresistible....(for some). okay, nak wat camna,biar lah camtu, dah suka sama suka..I'm off the line. she changed quiet a lot...so do I..hurm..I hope she is more like the old days....well, maybe she might think the same about me...I think we both hurt but didn't say anything about it, let it rottens ourselves up. I lead my own path...it might be better to explore more out there... independence is my stick to help me walk....through the hardness of bitter reality. Just move in then...I guess...still, how can I hate her, love is still there although it isn't the same anymore.... </b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">Next, it's also about a girl...just another girl. obsession towards anything she likes. She is rather someone with obsessive compulsive disorder...towards the living. Owh my, I know that some people won't be easy with me and try as much of avoiding me for our own good...(this make me sound like devil? I dunno). Here's one uphill request for her..."let the one who you like a lot get her own space too...if she wants to be close to any friends she loves, let her be...it's pity to see her stuck almost every moment with you"...quite a control freak. Tak perlu lah nak tarik muka masam cam **nuk hanya sebab tak dapat ikut kawan yang dia raapppaaat sangat....rimas. </span></b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>hurm....more freak things I said about another, makes me even uglier....</b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>I should stop......for now</b></span></div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-13528925557423209692010-09-21T03:39:00.000-07:002010-09-21T03:43:29.180-07:00Raya aidilfitri 2010One step for betterment<br />
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Hari Raya terbaik sepanjang zaman. Satu ungkapan yang boleh menjelaskan sambutan syawal kali ini...alhamdulillah opah sangat sihat dan masih muda ceria, sengal pon ada..walaupun dah mencecah umur 79 tahun tahun nih..ya, opah saya..Mahiyah Binti Alang Ahmad, sangat dekat di hati=]<br />
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</tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2NVu6pPylypRP4N5oMMGK5bPSfMO4EKCQmF1rjiHGGeo_m_p1cpMFGQNUQMCfFKAsyTBFcpfQbjoch4rxTgnRTnA6kFbkd2XeWHTCk5DuxTb6k9a9ry1cLa6K6tBaTFWSw2UI5Clc57sd/s1600/DSCN0827.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"></a></div><div style="color: purple;"><b>Apa yang menyebabkan raya tahun nie sangat bermakna?? Jom selongkar....</b></div><br />
<div style="color: #274e13;"><b>1. Opah masak lemang fan dodol durian yg sangat lah sedap....bakar lemang dua kali yer....ngan cucu2 sekali</b></div><div style="color: #351c75;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #351c75;"><b>2. Orang pahang semuanya balik kampung. susah diorang nak balik sebab kilang roti yg nak kena jaga tuh..tapi tahun nie syukur semua dapat balik..siap bawak ikan patin berekor2 lagi...segar dari pahang...woww..tambah pulak dengan suma pastri dan roti dari kilang....heaven!! roti oh roti</b></div><br />
<div style="color: magenta;"><b>3. Acik udin (bju kuning gelap) bru ja dapat baby girl. anak merdeka~!!! tahniah..anak sulung tuh</b></div><br />
<div style="color: #b45f06;"><b>4. Tahun ni suma famili tangkap gambar keluarga setiap satu...wat rakaman ala2 tv 9 la...kte kak syahrul nak antar kat angah n along bila siap edit nanti =]]..... </b></div><b><br />
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<div style="color: #134f5c;"><b>5. Banyak 'updates' berjaya dikumpulkan dengan semua sepupu sepapat tuh~!!</b></div><br />
<div style="color: #351c75;"><b>6. Jumpa Eby (dalam pangkuan ..), Alif, alia, syafiza...dan si kenit si kenit yang laen...jadi baby sitter =]]..</b></div><br />
<b>7. Rasa ikatan keluarga ini setakat inilah...membahagiakn....seronok sangat. rumah kecoh tk berhenti2...maklumlah ramai suara versi loud speaker..</b><br />
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Eby dah makin besar,dia la yang paling tikah sayang, seronok sembang ngan budak ni, bijak...aish, geram p0n ade jgak..comel sangat....<br />
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kalau kat umah opah abis gula-isytihar darurat la jawabnya...mana tak mau, stok 20Kg pon tk cukup nk gna wat air oren sunquick....keluarga besar...memang camtuh...<br />
tak kisah la baju baru atau tidak, tak kisah la ada lemang ke tidak sebab yang paling penting semua dapat kumpul bersama2....<br />
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sebab kita tak tahu, bila mungkn ajal kita nanti, mungkin kita, mungkin mereka pergi dulu, sayangilah yang tersayang selagi hayat di kandung badan..<br />
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p/s: akan lebih kerap menggunakan bahasa ibunda kelak~! <br />
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</span></b></div>Allah knows bestReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-80401363115030693712010-09-07T13:20:00.000-07:002010-09-07T13:23:31.871-07:00AwakenOne step for betterment<br />
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<div style="color: #38761d; text-align: justify;"><b><i>In the sheer rejoice of holiday season....plus, Raya celebration</i></b></div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: justify;"><b><i>I know, many of muslim out there and maybe here anyway is sobbing for the ending phase of Holy Ramadhan...month of kareem..month of forgiveness</i></b></div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: justify;"><b><i>soo, farewell then...As for me, it's not a proper goodbye though, because honestly, although not in favor to admit this, I haven't managed to make the good use of the blissful and prosperous opportunity to repair and fix my duty as a good servant to Allah...poor me, because I fail to help myself in preparing the 'box to hereafter' and time is running out..</i></b></div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: justify;"><b><i>In that prayer, which is the last tarawih prayer...</i></b></div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: justify;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: justify;"><b><i>Imam made a special supplication that is said as a completion of the Quran recitation (30 juzu').</i></b></div><div style="color: lime; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i>I can see....many makmum are crying....</i></b></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i>even the small lads are sobbing...</i></b></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i>the Imam supplication is heart wrenching..I told you...</i></b></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i>His tone of sadness, hope and full of regret makes the nature mourn together in silent darkness..</i></b></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i>it's in the prayer.....</i></b></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i>the language is arabic, they understand everything said......</i></b></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i>They are really into the prayer....</i></b></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i>Now I wonder...how was my prayer....it's never like their....I'm ashamed</i></b></div><div style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; text-align: justify;"><b><i><br />
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</div><div style="color: #38761d; text-align: justify;"><b><i>As I'm writing this post, I'm watching tarawih prayer from Masjidil Haram....it isn't boring at all, yes fella..the quranic recitation is very tranquil to a heart...the tv also included the meaning of each recitation in English for a complete understanding. It heals me well I think, from the unsettled worldly issues and sinful deeds I have done. Hmm, have you ever thought that a western-muslim-converter seeks islam because of the knowledge about the Islam itself....those are derived from the educated. I mean, they see Islam not through the people (as we know many are damaged and least islamic way of life) but by the study about the religion itself. Contrary to this, malay-christian-converter dragged themselves out of Islam due to the worldly reasons lay behind it. It's not about they found the real truth of one religion they want, because it offers and fulfill their wants and desire....I'm not generalizing this statement but most of the reason laid in that.</i></b></div><div style="color: lime; text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>Islam serves what a human need..</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>It's never fulfilling their every wanting</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>Because....many are directed by lust...</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>Lust that pull people to astray</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>Astray is the goal of the always-loser-satan</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>Islam makes its people a winner</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>In a directed path</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>A directed path is always bitter, least exciting and full of test</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i>The path, at the end of the tunnel shines with brightest light </i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></div><div style="background-color: black; color: yellow; text-align: center;"><b><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">The light towards Jannah, the end of all misery...everlasting</i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">p/s: A cage of butterfly in my tummy...something to do with raya perhaps</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Allah knows best </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-6726309868106024212010-09-01T18:30:00.000-07:002010-09-01T20:56:50.012-07:00Lie to MeOne step for betterment<br />
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<span style="color: #38761d;">Hey, there's something I like to share. My life is quite a blast since the past few days...erm, more than a week I guess. Credits to Tuan for the new introduction for this English drama series to me, Which in my thought is the best educational psychology based story that turn me quite into a madness =]]</span><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong><em><span style="color: #0b5394;">You surely would like this drama. It is as prestiged as CSI, NUMBERS, HOUSE and all that stuff..and way beyond to THE MENTALIST. Just a preview for you, this is a story about a wise man who devoted more than two decades in studying human microexpression-anger, contempt, disgust, genuine smile, fear, anxious and the list continue with over 6 billion of human's expression which we'll never ever known or digest. This is a man is the last person you want to meet if you're lying. He just know your ugly truth. He is a genius psychologist with an expertise in body language and predominantly microexpressions and founder of The Lightman Group, a private company that operates as an independent contractor to assist investigations of local and federal law enforcement through applied psychology. Yeah, something like that. </span></em></strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong><em><span style="color: #0b5394;">Surely you'll gain something, no..many things in through this drama. You learn about people and also that</span></em></strong></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><em><span style="color: #0b5394;"><strong>Hey, another fantastic thing is...you'll know if you're boyfriend is lying =]].......two eye brows pulled together, fixed eyes contact on the face, shrugged shoulder,putting hands on the neck....gotcha!! you're lying.......liar...</strong></span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><em><span style="color: #0b5394;"><strong>Can't wait for the 2nd season...</strong></span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><em><span style="color: #0b5394;"><strong>p/s: I'm going back very soon darlings....happy hols~~</strong></span></em></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: red;">Allah knows best</span></div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-62284692016868389162010-08-27T22:54:00.000-07:002010-08-28T00:03:27.680-07:00Two different tears (II)One step for betterment<br />
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<div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b>This post is solely for YOU...you really do. I hope this would lift the gruesome sadness over your shoulder.</b></i></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b><br />
</b></i></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b>You should have known that you are always the best among us. In everything you do, you will try your best and and from the moment I know you, You are the type where perfectionist is number one. Never once anything under your leadership fail to meet the success. Everyone loves the way you work and you always make it naturally. How cool is that? You are one great man. Although your life is always on the chaotic environment, still academic is under the control. You are smart in juggling time for work and study...remember that you managed to get through the every year in your study with excellence without a subject to repeat. God, with a course like usuluddin as yours...many will give a standing ovation for that. We know that even in the first year, hardly more than 20 students will pass the course. ( there's hundreds of malaysian rigth?) you should be proud of that. You done it well and congratulation again for the reward given to you. It's a priceless pride and honor. Same goes to the second year, you complained, nagged and non stop worrying that you'll meet the failure. It's a harder task unconvincingly to get the green light. At the end you made it ..Hey, smarties pants..Allah deals a good business with you...</b></i></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b><br />
</b></i></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b>Coming to the third year, you are matured in every way..getting busier all the day..time is your greatest enemy as it's never enough. Piles of books to study when so many works lay behind, it's a big crisis to handle. We salute the greatest effort in sacrificing your life for many people you love and care. You should understand this, God tests us according to our level of competence to handle it. He tested you and how hard does it looks in your eyes, just take it. With sincerity and opened-heart shall bless your life with serenity. God spares his blessing in disguise to every obstacle that happen in your life..and it just like now, the thing you take as a suffer right now. </b></i></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b><br />
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<i><b>You have never disappoint us, And please, don't take this failure as a big fat disappointment to shame about. You have done your best and we know it's a tough hard year to survive. It's the matter of luck I suggest and maybe you would try harder next. There's nothing to be shamed about. It happens not only you but for other people too, just because you always in the winning side..top of everything, It might be a difficult for you to handle because many expect you'll nail it again like a swift of the wind..yeah, over high expectation is a pressure too. Be patience okay. Everything is alright. It is the matter of how to handle this...your perspective about yourself and the motivation you spare in your heart. It's never about others, it's you. Nothing is ever worst than tsunami..my lecturer once said. It's minor...and we are okay with that, Instead, she also still be proud of you because she knows her boy have done his best.</b></i></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b><br />
</b></i></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b>Stop pouring the sad hidden tears, lamenting won't never bring changes on the fact and reality. Hold yourself tight and insya allah, you'll get through the rain. another year added will be a golden for you as there's more to explore and happiness waiting to indulge. Life is everything but easy. But never take it too hard. Enjoy the piece of life with friends and scholars over there. Nothing to regret. Nothing to despair. I always pray for your success in life and hereafter. We miss you so much.</b></i></div><div style="color: #351c75; text-align: justify;"><i><b><br />
</b></i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i style="color: #351c75;"><b>Not to be forgotten akh kabir, congratulation to get passed the final year with beautiful color. It's awesome to get thorough everything on the time, a miracle for student like me you know..if I were in your seat, it maybe 6 years to graduate..hahaha....can't wait for you to come home.</b></i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i style="color: #351c75;"><b>p/s: . </b></i>Pray for mine too okay.....</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Allah knows the best</div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-62632379790581939012010-08-22T21:16:00.000-07:002010-08-22T21:21:56.620-07:00Two different tears<div style="text-align: justify;">One step for betterment</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">for every drop of tears filled with laughter, at the end of the hour, only sorrowness and deaf loneliness filled the night. </span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">I shall call this two different tears</span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">in the midst of the enjoyment celebrating and rejoicing other people happiness, a grip of sorrow and grief circling the body as well as the soul. </span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">Is it bad to envy seeing how others life were so celebrated and in a bed of roses without thorns?</span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">the envious feeling urges me to think that way. It isn't that I'm didn't glad seeing other's blessing and blissful life, I do happy for them utmost as they have almost grip everything I might am living without. sincerely, they are lucky, the fortunate, the blissful soul.</span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">It does feel good to see how a person is being cared and attended to. In whatever problems, dilemma or crisis or anything, there are always somebody to lean head on the shoulder and to talk with. the presence is noticeable and the words and jokes are worth to listen with. Everything goes naturally and the best part is, looking through the eyes with a serene, pleasurable kindness as if saying I'm glad you're here with us. </span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">It does feel good when a person appreciate and celebrate the presence with tenderness and joy, as if one is not there, birds wouldn't sing, sun loses it's brightness, leaves fallen off tree and life is nothing but empty. </span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">They are sure to be the fortunate to really have those in life and may their presence in life is appreciated because if they don't I would like to tell many are dying to feel the way they are living their life, and it isn't a bargain when money won't make the deal. It's something you can never buy, it's something earned from people. The audacity of hope to be as what I would want to perceive is a dream. Deal with reality so it won't be a big upsetting result.</span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">Never celebrate 'the B day' with crowds before and it surely be something awfully awkward to have that. It's weird for me and not used to it. </span></strong></em></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><em><strong><span style="color: #38761d;">p/s: Angah, I'll try my best to collect donation for your program. Hoping friends in the faculty will there to help financially. RM50 isn't that much for the rich right?? Get well soon and I'll sweep away the worry...Good luck</span></strong></em></div><br />
Allah knows bestReikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-77687782337857176312010-08-15T03:48:00.000-07:002010-08-15T03:51:23.813-07:00A holy month<div style="color: #0b5394;"><b>One step for betterment</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b>A holy month should makes a person holier....</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: #38761d;"><b>A holy month should drives a muslim for a better <span style="color: red; font-size: large;">BEING</span> if a better <span style="color: red; font-size: large;">MUSLIM</span> is a hard task</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b>A holy month should be celebrated with joyous tranquility for worshiping ALLAH, greater rewards is promised</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #38761d;"><b>A holy month should make a daughter faithfully loyal to her parents, extend her loves beyond herself..</b></div><div style="color: #38761d;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #134f5c;"><b>A holy month should serve a big deal of compassion to everyone..less temper more patience</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #38761d;"><b>A holy month should be taken as a whole, for it's a last ramadhan we unsure to meet again</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b>A holy month should be respected and celebrated, with tonnes of dua'a, salah, small deeds, sadaqah, and good saying. </b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b>Our body is fasting, our mind is fasting, our soul is fasting, all the organ are fasting. whenever we talk dirty or talk bad or gossips on others, we reduced the fasting rewards, gain the sins, whenever we fasting without completing the 5 times prayer, we are jaheel.. whatever we think and have in our mind must be clean, whatever blue, yellow or grey movies come in the mind, should be deleted from the hard disk..mind our talk, mind our manner, mind our thought...mind our eyes and ears. May this will be a message for ME and for US....i remember, </b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;">USTAZ HASRIZAL</span> once said-</span></b></div><div style="color: orange;"><i><b><span style="font-size: x-large;">"to send a message, be the message" </span></b></i></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b>i try to fix myself....i really do...a small step at a time.</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: #0b5394;"><b>p/s: angah, along, I'll try my best to settle the sponsorship okay...luv ya soO much!!</b></div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-87961157062398557292010-08-11T19:46:00.000-07:002010-08-11T20:09:32.059-07:00The scenes of Ramadhan<div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>One step for betterment</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Ramadhan Mubarak alaik~!!</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>In the Scenes of Ramadhan.........</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>In the eagerness of celebrating ramadhan, I have encountered several AHAA moments just few day sheer celebration before the holy month. It never a joke gentlemen, but those scenes are the unwanted yet unexpected pre-ramadhan celebration I would like to know. This is a monkey business..</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong><span style="color: #f1c232; font-size: x-large;">Raya's songs is tuning here and there</span></strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Oh..oh..oh..oh..oh..oh..oh..oh..oh....oh...oh My GOD!</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>this is nasty everyone! What's on their thinking of tuning this kind of songs in the business centre. Don't you not even have a heart of being excited celebrating the fasting month..How rude..how cold...you pissed me off...not even the shopper...I even found some of my OWN friends singing Raya's song saved in their list of MP3 in the laptop..Hey, hey,hey, Don't be like this okay, I know the melodramatic 'balik kampung', 'Di hari Raya' and 'Salam Lebaran' swaying your heart to your kampung and parents...but hello, isn't this is rude and shows the least respect to the religion when you have more concern on Syawal compared to Ramadhan? It should never be like this. I'm totally frustrated and disappointed. FULL STOP. </strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong><span style="color: #6aa84f; font-size: x-large;">A false move behind Islam</span></strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>As this one beautilicious girl stepped into the class, the exchanged looks from many people glued my eyes on her. Well..well...well...a transformation from head to neck..looking her with the new image and self-concept at the edge of ramadhan left NOT only me, but many with disappointment and Big Big shock. She's now officially without hijab and veil on her head. Buzzing gossips exchanged just by the eyes contact and body signals. Hey, gossips are not only spread verbally okay. None of our classmates were confronting her which is a wise decision. It might be a huge humiliation to her and lowering her respectable good image. It's easier to say it lest us in awe of speechless state of action. I regard her as my good Friend and so is she. she said that she didn't mind of being bashed up verbally by me to see her with the new her, because she said she knows my view of this and sha can accpet it. But..but..but..if teh gay guys saying something like this, then she'll turn into red bull becasue knowing the content of the message is just irrelevant with the group like them and thus htey actually lay no concern about the religion but only for their full satisfaction...eww..loathsome. I never want to bashed her..not my type..but I will try to figure something out. We had a heart -to-heart talking when I lashed out all my views and opinion (not all...not really,i didn't managed talk much =]) to her and the buzz from peers and friends. She stated her reasons and replied mine. By that I know there are two possible stands here;</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong><em><span style="color: #38761d;">1. to</span><span style="color: #38761d;"> avoid from being called fitnah agama as wearing the veil On and OFF will degrade the islam religion on other people's eye. Knowing that she is never fully applied the hijab all the time lest her in dilemma if she should be like what she wants or stay put her veil seasonally</span></em></strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong><em><span style="color: blue;">2. To stay putting the hijab as it is the practice for a fully duty wearing tudung regardless whatever people say. To have strong stand of doing what islam wants although the practice does not happen the entire day. At least, she's trying to put it although it's only occasional. </span></em></strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>See, there are two prominent sayings here. Anything to be chosen is with a solid reason. I know. From my view, i am more towards the second one, the practice of cover a full hijab is never an easy task. Simply said like learning a prayer..it is always with force when we were little..but now..it's a custom we know we can never leave..everything will start with a force..and in Islam anything which is highly obligated and a must should be practiced by force if willingness never comes...because although without sincerity, the deadly sins have been secured safely from GOD..please understand it...and learn from it......</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>...the same goes to wearing socks too....this month is a good practice for it right~!! come on..may allah bless an easy way of driving towards mardhatillah~~</strong></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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Here is something out of topic...I am OVERLY DESPISE seeing guy(s)..being horny in words, physical and manners...don't you ever think that we..your felow friends like all the poll dancing -like drama and disgusted loathsome ugly dances..we never are..I'm totally sick of it and so are others...though without verbally, our ignorance of loads of your dancing-like action should let you know well...be civilized a bit okay...we already lost half of the respect to you guys, and trying to secure the remaining...that's why you're lonely. we are still kind enough to regard you as a fellow human. thank you..<br />
sorry for being so directed and bullet-mouth.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><strong>p/s: Chatted with angah and along both at the same time was so AHA moments to me!! Happy ramadhan uols~~</strong><br />
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<strong>Allah knows best</strong></div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-84958898618095925882010-08-05T21:44:00.000-07:002010-08-05T21:44:00.709-07:00Tonnes mile ahead<b>One step for betterment</b><br />
<b>Tho loads of work and commitment excruciating the energy beyond the limit, this is the way of life have I choosen. I remember madam K (I insisted her to write a book,apart form journals and articles) once mentioned to enjoy a university life as a student being to the fullest, drive a career to the highest achievable level while young before reserve the remain of the life to one what we call FAMILY. Serve the fullest potential to oneself before shifting life commitment with the loved ones....namely the hubby and babies..sweet~!! So then, there's nothing to regret about in life when everything desired and dreamed have been accomplished meaningfully and satisfyingly. </b><br />
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<b>Here is the schedule of the week for NOR ATIKAH BINTI AZNAN whose have flexible timetable..not-so called busy...excuse me~~</b><br />
<b>1.Latihan PERKAD (pertandingan kawad) at padang kawad Uitm Induk. 5-7pm and 8.30 -11.00pm.</b><br />
<b>I have a least interest for participating in this tournament because it's really scorching hot marching under the heat of the sun and sunburn...like I'm the fairest of all lady (sarcastically). I didn't like nor hate it, but if course this is under my total control of joining the extremely tiring 'exercise'. Looking at the good side of it, my body become even healthier as having a consistent, regular jogging circling padang kawad TWICE..it improves my stamina and the biggest prayer I plead is to lose weigh. Hopes that I would lose around 2-3 kilos this time. At first, for my peeps whose staying in sek.17 encountering a micro dilemma for transportation. It is okay to go there, but to get back where we live, that's a huge challenge to solve. If we didn't managed to get bus by 10.40pm, surely cab will be the loyal transporter. it's not a waste of money to go and fro by cab,it's -INVESTMENT. there's one night where the five of us;sheila, azim, teha, thirah (tyra) and me myself did something out of the thinking but because it left us no choice, we had to do it, precise timing, at night-to walk all the way from sec.2 to sec.17. Roughly it's like from Pekan Rabu to Jalan Pegawai (for dearie maahadians). IT's a long long night for us the fabulous five. Cab didn't want to take us for 5 persons in a car is not allowed. Final decision, we had to make it...I have never done this I told them...but it's okay because we were five members......and went to marching practice the entire night...it's a co-curriculum activity to be attended and not a kind of 'kutu rayau' wandering along the street. Above all, we laugh alot..exchanged stories and laugh again..jus to keep us moving joyfully...smile......no stress. Anyway, we'll be on the battle this Sunday..pray for us. (tk nak masuk dah pasni..tk larat daa)</b><br />
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<b>2. Program Fidyah Ramadhan</b><br />
<b>This is the program organized by PMFP, a prominent society in my faculty. As the head of director, I am responsible to cater from scratch and ensure the many thing is okay on the day. Many thanks to Kak Adila for guiding me in doing this project. It's not a so DIVA and MEGA project,just a small one. Thus, this is nothing for you whom have organized zillions of project before. I'm a toddler still...many to learn. We had a preach by ustaz aminuddin and the opening of Fidyah counter at Dewan Seminar Intec. It went like the way we planned..Alhamdulillah..</b><br />
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<b>3. Part time job</b><br />
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<b>4. Study and revise the hard core subjects where they've been abondon for quite some times.. phonetics and phonology as well as educational counselling</b><br />
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<b>that's all for me now.</b><br />
<b>p/s: angah, jgn marah ye kak cik blik rumah lewat...hari nie last...sorry =] </b><br />
<b>Allah knows best.</b>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-83023945010921380042010-08-02T00:45:00.000-07:002010-08-02T00:45:38.158-07:00When life get busy, life is happy..for me<blockquote><div style="text-align: justify;">One step for betterment</div></blockquote><div style="text-align: justify;">It left us almost two weeks ahead before ramadhan. I just noticed that by looking at my calendar. life is good for now and always wish for a better day tomorrow. I had had my first and last tournament for SAF (sukan antara fakulti) yesterday which is surely Kayak...yepp darlings~~ i'm joining and choosing kayak instead of badminton, table tennis or volleyball. This is something not only out of my skill but out of the box, mind you...for women's team, we scored forth place and for men's team, third place. I did well in my practice although i'm kind of a toddler in the teammates. unfortunately, I was disqualified just before the race because i fell into the lake...it was a bad luck for me,yet devastated...i nearly drown into the water as well as the sinking heart knowing the fact I couldn't make into the race. well, never mind to ask how's the feeling because it really crush the inner soul.Azhar, the manager tried to comfort me out but we both knew it didn't work. I want to blame the previous participant for late of returning his kayak to me to start my race (as we are sharing this thing) and the delay of technical adjustment in the kayak to allow me sit comfortably. I wasn't in comfortable and stable zone one step into the kayak because the sit adjustment didn't fit me. I was delayed about 15 minutes adjusting all the stuff and after being called for the last call, I just rushed stroking the lake with the pedal..i wasn't balanced all the time and just before at the starting lane, I lost control of the balance and.........splushhhh~!!! drown into the water....fully drown......i panicked a little bit but most of the moment, i was really angry and total disappointment was all in my head. darnnn...........i know i can make it...and by looking at those participants, i know that i am much better than them and can bet them up....not being cocky but being realistic. we have trained ourselves real hard for almost 2 weeks and the hard work really build me a better player in this game. seriously said, they stroke the pedals as a beginners. I didn't secure my place to be at top but i am confidence in making ti on top 3...looking into azhar's face, i know this young manager was disappointed because all the potential have washed away in the lake of the unfortunate..which was me. HE said that i was too nervous and acting not like me...well, that is part of it..i can't handle the tense and pressure due to lack of time in preparing the kayak and it just blown me away......I was bitter and hate myself and blame for being such an idiot...like, relaks okay...aish.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">It left me about 30 minutes to get back the calm state of mind and body..lucky for not crying because I'm ugly with tears. I gathered my inner strength and took all that as blessing in disguise and not a lucky day yet....god saves it for some other time..be there, done that, let it go. What was most important was to focus on that tournament and supporting my teammates.. Mazni, Intan played a double game as well as amri and din. i am the single player, bob is likewise. Bob is great man, I tell you, he's stroking the lake like a pro and very relaxing. but as we went further, the heat was real tense. Men's player were rocking the lake like water dragon ...swift like sliding on the ice...wow...we captured some photos there..I'll show you some other time. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">We finished everything by two pm. I was tired and we really are. we moved separately after that. I rushed to sek.17 for zohor prayer and some shower. Owh yeah, breaking news to you peeps.~!! I am now a part time worker in my faculty at 'Ayamaz Roti Impit'...hehehe....RM3 per hour. so, after the game i have to check in for work at 3.30 pm until 6.30pm. what a busy day for me, but soo happy to get busy, at least it makes me focus (a bit) on my responsibility. Well, gotta go right now..more to tell about this new hot job to you~!!! gotta work..hehe....</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">p/s: angah sayang, thanks for the calling and message..it's almost 3 months since we're connected..and along too...warm hugs for you both..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Allah knows best </div>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-13298495831090461492010-07-21T18:44:00.000-07:002010-07-21T18:47:58.944-07:00Sway and awayAllah knows best..<br />
<div style="text-align: justify;">Surely HE knows....my virtual friends and social blogger's cliques would know I have hibernated in so-not-cool virtual life for quite a long time. I haven't died into ashes yet I you were to be disappointed thank you, although seldomly asked HIM for that.hahaha..Let sounds less morbid. I can survive and still survive without internet and facebook and all the other open media. It is not a must to have in life, a necessity which we have to control. Being a computer freak-to eat,sleep,talk in front of the cubicle all the day will make Jack a dull boy. Get a grip on your life.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: yellow; color: purple; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">I believe more in reality friends than virtual friends.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;">They are the permanent living object that really interact and know us well. Taking care the reality friends is far more important than stalking each other facebook page in each and every day. I once thought that if one is not having a facebook account is hardly recognizable or making less friends than facebook user. I am proved wrong. Indeed, facebookers have hundreds or thousands of friends linked to them but it does not really count a person really have friends. With all the virtual friends on the wall, i know some of them even feel lonelier and isolated. Of craving the raw attention to be more recognized, loveable, leave them dissapointed of not shooting the target. Mutual friends could be anybody we didn't ever know but because he or she is connected to the other friend, make one as mutual friend. Which is more important is not the focus of my interest as far as I know, to keep in touch, speak with friends and never lost ones is what should we do so the line of the social bonding is never break. To top it all, yes, I have higher trust on reality friends..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b>What did I miss in the past three weeks??</b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>1. Ym-ing siblings and friends</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>2. facebook updates and notes and pics~</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>3. blogging hour</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><b>What did I gain in the past three weeks??</b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>1.More time spending with reality friends on outdoor activities. Canoeing, shopping etc</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>2. More time to myself in doing other beneficial activities and personal interest without much distraction</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>3. I smile more and still smiling happily till now</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>4.SAF participation in canoeing!!!! Isn't a rare anticipation from someone like me? haha...get something out of the box darlings~!</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>5. Improved korean language practice (self learning). Arabic is my current 3rd language course in this semester..Owh, how awful shock ~~(yeah, rite)..haha</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>6. Stay closer with all PM (pemimpin mahasiswa) and 'them'..haha...only me know then,</i></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I didn't miss anything awfully important to regret in life now. It is just that I am cheering the life regardless the sadness and bliss i am encountering. An open hearted lady will always be smiling from heart and living her outmost..I bet I better write more often now, that's what Tun had advised me..writing is powerful, he said. beside it is heightened the level of intelligence, (there are eight catagory of intelligence), it also drown the worriness..rite peeps!! not necesarily to write in blog..having a personal journal will also be exciting and more to yourself.....like, you know...blogging never promise total privacy freedom..huhu...</div><br />
<i>*received a Dean List certificate on the stage from the dean was overwhelming okay! </i><br />
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Uitm Di Hatiku-Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6010226773148385358.post-36527902123822107452010-06-09T04:59:00.002-07:002010-06-09T05:21:13.616-07:00Sweet dream<span style="font-size:130%;">i have several dreams...the weird ones...<br /><br />what would you be thinking if the same person appeared in your dream not twice but trice?<br /><br />The jumping happiness or a gruesome death warrant?<br /><br />Mine is none of that- slightly a feeling of scared mixed with a juice of hope<br /><br />I'm searching somewhere deep in a heart<br /><br />it turn out to be an ignorance of many things....how cold<br /><br />Would you do me a favor?<br /><br />Pray for me please....<br /><br />for the better<br /><br />of happiness...<br /><br />of solace...<br /><br />of happiness.....<br /><br />and happiness......<br /><br /><br />see??, how much I need a prayer.....</span>Reikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00453781998178401060noreply@blogger.com0