Wednesday, April 7, 2010

hold my hand


I'm heading towards the end of semester and this is not a yeay! week for me and for them too. there's only 2 weeks left before the study leave and to the finals. Lecturers keep tiring us with what should I call rains of ASSignments; case study (s), journals, survey, test and etc.. In one way it sparkles the enjoyment of having a hectic and busy time (that's make me feeeeeeeeel important...ahhaaha..vain..) but in the other way around I really have time on my own to be alone.. People might mistakenly think I'm isolating myself from others but it's not like that....I'm just working on my own... this is a way faster without any distraction from crazy-minded friends ( I love it but I can't stand la..I'm laughing toO much and not concentrating okei..huhuhu). Thankfully, I have settle almost 90% of the assignments and it such a great relief..WORK HARD PLAY HARD.... Weee~~~

I'm attending Majlis Anugerah Dekan tonight. Although I'll be there as a DL recipient but it just mean less for me compared to others who are in real excitement to become one night prince/princess under the spotlight, stealing everyone attention. It's their night, let them be... Well, don't get confused, it is not because I don't want to, but I have to...this event is a project collaborated under PMFP and SMF and I am the committee members (under PMFP) that cater a part of the whole system, one failed will caused the disruption of whole system....hmmmm...that's we call a teamwork. As the head for Special Task Bureau my work is easy; selecting the best DL recipient based on consultation from head of program lecturers. Love talking to them, Dr. Pramjit and Dr. Beh are nice people, it's not hard to get close to them, and fatherly too. On the event later, I have to ensure the smooth running of the program and prepare for the worst case scenario if it ever happen....to keep an eye for everything.....it's working hour but maybe I gonna have some fun too...hmmm, the only worry I hope the last to come is raining. I have checked the weather forecast and it might be raining this evening till night. Owh my, because we held the event in open-air (dataran tungku Fauziah at the main campus), bad weather is a foe to us. Please pray everything gonna be alright.


Jump into another updates, I have a private talk with one good friend last night, while waiting for the meeting...she really have strong heart and I admire how the hardship has changed her perspective towards life and relationship.......she become even maturer than others, not by her looks but the mind. Life is not about having all fun hanging out with friends, going crazy-minded and all that... life need us to be ready facing the real thing we didn't want to be in or to have. It just as serious as that in reality and that's not easy. As what I advised her, takes all your weakness and flaws as not a shame, you want to get rid of them but not all, some are permanently be there because we are not perfect and never be perfect. When the person accepting you while you are in the best and in the most fragile being, he is the chosen one...the right man for you. He knows, being a fragile tell that he is needed to keep you living and this will get you closer to each other. you're bound to be together no matter how far you run from each other..getting rid of each other as deep inside your heart, both are still loving and this is clear for me to see that. Believe in destiny because it never lies, it tells where will your relationship going to head and how does it ends, if The Almighty said He is the one for you, then you'll have the ring. Whatever it is, I admit that she so lucky to have a man that really spare his life for her in every way, as I have never see a guy that have a heart like his.....Hmmm, I will pray for you to be together loving each other.....
we are not that close but we have the heart to pour and share anything together, and that's soothing for us...thanks for sharing your life dearie...I am bless to be one of your colour in life..

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