So when I have finally found the light of the gloomy friendship, my soul free like a sparrow on the sky. Darkness is not my light and never be my light. this feeling is so good...like a star lean down to the ground blowing the kiss..I wanna dreaming forever. dearest lovers..... I always love you... and you'll love me too.
Ukhwah yang terbina ini akan kusemai dan bajai dengan benih kasih yang selayaknya...kan kusirami dengan untaian rindu moga kemesraan antara kita tidak lagi dipisahkan dengan nista racun bicara. Cintailah aku selama mana aku berpegang dengan agama-ku..andai hilangnya agamaku...janganlah engkau berani mencintaiku kerana kerapuhan cinta hanya membawa kebinasaan kepada ukhwah yang dibina...
I saw a reflection in the cold, dim water. The face is so cold..her grinning smiles hide something big behind.. which likes had already taken her life off...so dark and pitiful... What about the her queer eyes...it loses the shines.... she used to smile with her eyes....but there's no more. Sorrow tears have taken away the sweet little smile on face. I tapped the water again...and yes,hello me.. the reflection
I= Sorrow life
I asked my closest friends how this being goes lately...and as I expected, they found me quieter and even quieter than before..not forget to mention...adding new adjective for me...a loner.. This heart had crushed a lot..broken into zillion pieces...not because a man..nothing to do with them..it's about the so-called friends. I admitted my past mistakes and begged myself to change for betterment...thanks for your novel advice..I heart everything you've said. because of you I have realized I'm changing in a bitter way and need to reversed it before any worse...this is my downfall and let this downfall become mine solely. I believe the biggest loser always makes the biggest winner..hopefully I shall change positively..
friend, I wish you for the same too...take me as what a friend want to be... you said friend have to be like a friend but I don't feel the soul of what you've called a friendship...it's the way you people ignoring me as I'm the invisible. Owh, I wish I am invisible...for being visible torture this soul to death..I'm willingly vanished forever from your eyes....hey, I'm in the changing progress, I tried hard to please you all people...everyone have flaws but why treating me like rubbish and garbage? I looked into your eyes with the hope we'll be fine and for the least...can talk to each other without a strange feeling...
sitting in the crowd....staring on the sky...I tried to cried but none can hear...why everybody is away from me....can somebody take me home?? it's a chill cold night....I need a hug to breath.. then I knew you were here for me..I wish this could be real...
Do I have a face that many would hate? Why want hating me and never to end it? does it make a good game for you? seeing I'm so neglected and loner? I want to fix the leftover friendship that remains...I tried hard..working it with you but you just being the same ignorant with that red face..is it my fault too? who's the one to blame here? for the least, we could just cordial a respectful relationship. You should know...I have a heart too and it's not a stone that never breaks. I could feel the burning hatred comes from every corner of my life...they verbally never said it but the eyes keep channeling the signal...and it makes me so lifeless...dying to see me so miserable? thanks then. The way you treat me is different with the others...it's usually on my behalf to initiate our conversation...if not it won't for forever..but it always KISS (keep it short and simple). your monotone voice..cold face...is heart wrenching....
One of many things I learn..to value all my friends that stand by me in sweet and bitter time. for them I sought love and carefully attended. I owe them a world..for accepting of who I am...takes my flaws as not an ugly scar...but a humor to laugh with. What am I doing right now is being good for very people...taking care their heart and pleased them as what should it be...if they are hating me or not...it's theirs business...nothing to do with me....although it is sad seeing them treating you like that..and as I found out...I'm gradually freed my soul...by letting go my hatred to others and let it go like washing water. I understand that not everyone will like you..you're lucky if 60% is liking you. I wish I am liked by others...by everyone I hate or love..by my haters or lovers...hahaha...it's to ideal....I could never get that. along, angah...you're the ultimate lovers I ever have.....and I am blessed for the love you sprinkle continuously in my whole life....
One of the prominent events preceding the Day of Judgement is the appearance of Dajjal. We have been apprised of many aspects of Dajjal both in the Qur’an and the Ahadis. In fact, the Muslims have been more informed about the Dajjal by the Holy Prophet than previous nations by their respective prophets. Dajjal will appear somewhere between Iraq and Syria, after the Battle of Istanbul takes place. The name in the Ahadis is Constantinople, which is the former name of Istanbul. Dajjal will be a Jew. His distinguishing feature is that he will be one-eyed and the word “Kafir” or “unbeliever” will be written on his forehead. That he is a Jew is confirmed from another hadis, which says that his followers will be mainly of Jewish religion.
Dajjal will be a powerful personality in this world. He will attract loads of people; his voice will be heard in the East and the West. The latter, given the present day communication technology in the form of satellite television and Internet, doesn’t seem surprising. The main aim of Dajjal will be to try and convince people that he is God Almighty. He will try and deviate people from the Right Path and join his ranks. To achieve that end and to convince people with true faith, he will kill and then re-create the same person. This will prove to be sufficient to gain him more followers, especially the ones who have weak faith. But we must remember at all times, that he will definitely not be anywhere near God.
Dajjal will travel the whole world. The only place where he will not be able to enter is Makkah and Madinah. “It will at this very time that Allah will send Christ, son of Mary. He will descend at the white minaret on the eastern side of Damascus, wearing two garments lightly dyed with saffron and placing his hands on the wings of two Angels. When he lowers his head, there will fall beads of perspiration from his head, and when he raises it up, beads like pearls will scatter from it. Every non-believer who smells the odour of his body will die and his breath will reach as far as he is able to see. He will then search for him (Dajjal) until he catches hold of him at the gate of Ludd and kills him.”
this article is derived from the website below: http://islamgreatreligion.wordpress.com/2009/02/09/dajjal-has-born-in-israel/
-Miss MoOn with her newly-wed husband...she looks gorgeous isn't she??-
Have you ever seen rat lately?? Would find this tiny creature adorable in your eyes? I’ve regularly meet him, in my bedroom. It was unpleasant meeting you know and this naughty little Jerry loves playing with my mates and yeah, me toO. I feels like yelling –Can you stop playing foolishly? A little monster really makes a misery business here and I damned hating it. Hmm, besides that, it’s also still scorching hot..real hot..the sun also being cruel to me, tanning my poor skin. Mr. windy, where have you gone, and Miss rainy, have you dried your packet of clouds?? Whatever, I’m sweating and it’s not a fun.
Wow..it’s a marriage season eh. Seeing my sweet drama-queen lecturer to end her single life with a blessed marriage with her romeo prince, her life is just a complete puzzle. I’msoO dazzled to see how happy she is with her wedding and spending the rest of her life with king of her heart. My, she’s the one who get married…how am I supposed to be in over excitement? It’s not my wedding though. I really do want a wedding dress, literally means to get married!! Owh, such a young age to start thinking of having a husband..scary..I’m just having a feeling of getting married soon. I’m talking about everyone’s dream okay, an ultimate dream for a girl to live with a man, to become his angel to pour her sacred love, become his comfort, holding his hand with a woman touch, make him great being a man for a lady to stand. A girl toO, need a man who always can understand, shining her life, lead her to the golden light, make a bow to be her only king in the fragile heart, keep her safe from being hurt and HE is the only man I'll surrender.
I wish to get married soon, with Mr. nobody or Mr. Somebody, I couldn’t tell my fate. Laugh people, You must feel I’m kind of not being myself. Heehehe…inner thought also told me that. 25 maybe just a perfect timing to end it with a ring perhaps… what do you think peeps? Am I suit enough to share a life with a complete stranger then??? Owh, brother, I know you are reading this…help me out Okay….hahaaha.
P/s: We've killed the rat.....he's now R.I.P. Worries no more...
I was saddened today to learn of the passing of Grand Imam Mohamed Sayyid Tantawi, the head of al-Azhar University in Cairo.Imam Tantawi was a highly respected cleric and the leader of one of the most important institutions of Islamic learning in the world. As President Obama said in Cairo last summer, Al-Azhar has stood as a beacon of Islamic learning for over a thousand years, and it continues to play a dynamic role today. Imam Tantawi was an important voice for dialogue among religions and communities. Under his leadership, the university co-hosted the President’s speech laying out a vision for a “New Beginning” between the United States and Muslim communities around the world. And Americans will always remember Imam Tantawi for his condemnations of violence after the terrorist attacks of September 11, 2001, when he said: “It's not courage in any way to kill an innocent person.” We offer our condolences to the Imam’s family and friends today, as well as his many students in Egypt and in Muslim communities throughout the world.
http://www.state.gov/secretary/rm/2010/03/138216.htm this is the link where I got the news.....I simply can't write much more for now. This terribly shock news is can hardly believe. my hands was trembling, and I can feel tear glands full of the crystal clear of my tears...ready to shed like a sorrow rainfall.. Our honor ulama....had just gone....to meet the one lover-ALLAH.....He is...He was the prominent modern ulama' for this age...the top sunni ulama just left us...in this dark world...I can't stop crying hard after receiving the news...at first I just don't believe it, pretend it was rumors.....sadly it's not...He's not my father, nor my grandpa, not genetically related but this man, is the special one. I never shed tears any hard like this.....He is like our father holding the umbrella to protect us from evilness and his care is only for muslim brotherhood.I am not the right person to tell you everything about him...I'm just a mere the follower....and his works ...writing and personal view about life and everything, his bravery in telling the truth despite criticism...I just admire all his courage in spreading the true light about islam.... now he gone at the age 81, farewell world......~al-fatihah~
Maybe some of you want to know him better...i recommend GOOGLE for you...You'll get one..huuhu
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