Saturday, January 30, 2010

gone for ice skating!!

this new game have now turn into an addiction to me. I was firstly introduced to the ice ring just earlier this month and that was tonnes of excitement!! I love my newly found interest. i never ice skate before nor play roller blade..gosh! Me and Najah promised to hit Sunway Pyamid on the open semester..just to experience the ice skating. We went together accompanied by Muhyi alone. Actually, I want the other girl friends to come along but to no avail as they had other commitments. So, it was just 3 of us. haahaa..you know what, there must be blessing in disguise right for what've written..huhuhu

it was fine, hot Saturday morning as I woke up. Went to Sunway Pyramid by KTM as it was just a stone throw away from shah alam. Reached the destination, and in the mall. I was nothing but freaking enthusiastic and from my query eyes, i think they both feel the same. The fee is just 18MYR on weekend, 13MYR on weekdays which is the cheapest. without gloves and necessary socks, you won't manage to get into the ring. Soo, adding up our cost was the pinky, green striped gloves, 8MYR for pair. Total cost, 26MYR. Then, we picked our shoes on the counter, I'm wearing 7...which was the biggest size I ever wore, plus, the shoes are heavy though and i wonder If I accidentally drop them off on some other feet..Oucch!! it must be pretty hurt..hehehe...So, pictures speaks louder than words..here are some pics i got for you!!


that's me!! haha...chill out..n i'm chill okay!!

before enter the ring


take 5!!

Soo..it was exciting..i really had so much fun and burn out not only fats but all stress..hhaha..hmm...because of the thrilling experinece we had..i went twice..huhu..here's the prove...

it was all girls!!!


me and shall..wee~~


well then, that's all from me...a bit of fun for this new semester before we all get serious in study and exam...hey, it was a rough game at first...but you'll get over it then...all the pain gone away with some patience and practice okay...i was freaking scared but then filled with all of fun!! it's great to have time for ourselves isn't it??? anything we do is possible as long as we follow the right way...and manner...hey, you can always 'tutup aurat' properly and play this game well right...huhuhu..above all..thanks all dearest friends!!

a piece of thought

"jika dakwah adalah nafas yang terhembus di setiap saat,maka jagalah ia,agar ia tetap terhirup & kita tetap hidup kerananya... Jika dakwah adalah pedang-pedang yang siap dihunuskan,maka jadilah dalang-dalang yang akan memainkannya di medan pencak... Jika dakwah adalah jalan yan panjang,maka janganlah berhenti sebelum kita temukan penghujungnya yang terang-benderang..... Jika dakwah adalah bunga,maka sebarkanlah rekahannya agar ia terus menebarkan wangi ke seluruh penjuru dunia"
-love story in Egypt-

Saturday, January 16, 2010

An urge call- "Allah is just one and only". understand??

The issue of using Allah’s name seriously annoyed me to death! I’m freakin’ disappointed how possible it’s allowed to happen. Most sadly, the sign of religions’ battle has started in this country and they try to override Islam as the official religion in Malaysia. What speeds their determination to file such demand? Muslim brotherhood doesn’t possess mutual commitment and concern to his own religion. We are as fragile as thin ice in a winter. Who really cares about Islam nowadays? Not many..as long as you’re making big money, life is just fine as flowers on a bed. We are not spiritually connected to our religion and what makes it sensible is clearly seen through the practice in life following the quran and sunnah… even the famous basic 5 is a torture for some! (rukun Islam).. why is it soo? The simplest is the 5 prayers. Don’t fret on saving this religion if we’re not even capable in saving our lives.. without complete prayers, life is a promise land to astray. We can never guide people and the taste of Baraka is always bitter as Allah close the heart from His guidance making us bloom with sins.. scary uh. we’re not putting strong hold in this religion thus makes them show no fears to do anything they please.
We used to be the Lion in the dessert…we used to be respected…we used to shine brightly as a sun … it’s pathetic to see fragile bones and weaknesses shown in your eyes…as the spirits have been chased away thousands of years ago..
They said, by using ‘Allah’ in religions view shows that people worship the same god but in different way…owh no!! no way! Christians worship their god in trinity and they have belief god has a son..if they were to say ‘Allah’ in that way…this is the biggest liar to claim. In Islam, ‘Allah’ is the only God-“Dia tidak beranak dan tidak diperanakkan”. See, as mentioned in suraa Al-kafiroon; “your God is yours and my god is Mine”. Allah knows the best. He knows Devil won’t stop dragging us from his path and to lead us to astray…by HIS words…it tells us all that one day, this tragedy would happen and now it’s happening to us. It is shameful to see the minor religion speaks louder than the major religion and their words are counted more than us! Even if we screams aloud, it looks like the authority mute it off. For how long this issue would continue, Allah knows the best. We actually can quickly solve this problem by using our mandate through the power of the rulers. We should and must end this chaotic sooner or else another disaster will take place later. I never expect our New Year celebration to have such unwelcome present, a disaster to be precise.
Ya Rabb, tetapkanlah hati-hati ini agar sentiasa pada jalan-Mu di saat tiada seorang pun yang berdiri di atas agama-Mu…teguhkanlah jiwa dan iman kami dalam mentaati ajaran-Mu dan jadikanlah kami orang yang berjuang mempertahankan agama-Mu….kau kuatkanlah jiwa-jiwa ini…Ameen..Ya Rabbal ‘alameen.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

random ranting

as I'm typing this post....my heart wrenching...like a cage of butterflies inside my tummy. for so long i think...I'm not connecting myself anymore...for how long shall it be...only god knows.. sadly, it might be forever..
*blusher is ain't a tease anymore

Monday, January 11, 2010

it's a fresh start

I’m so excited to go on lining again like I usually do. Since the arrival here in Shah Alam..my new home!!.. not even a chance for me to facebook-ing and blogging. Not to say the crazy days I went through just to get back here… soo, happy new year wish only left as dusty lines..lorh…how outdated little girl. There’s many to tell, lots to share but none yet hear…huhu…here’s a little life adjustment I’ve made, some involves only me, some involves others….

A) New Home


My new lovely home…it’s a two-story house, sandwiched between two large wonderful houses which completely make people unnoticed the little house in the middle of it…even me so. It’s super nice, and I like it most compared to the old ones we’ve chosen before. With najah, the forever friend of mine staying with…everything goes fine(although I’m quite jealous we can’t always be and stay together-political reason..hhaha). not to be forgotten, Seyha and Bazla also share the same room with us.. nice! Farah the super active girl, foolishly hilarious Maryam and motherly Reen just make the house a perfect place to live in…why??? Because I’m a quieter, not splutter words only if I have to, (how serious personality I play, cis!..just me)..so their noise and madly laugh would spice up the atmosphere in our new home…hehhee..whatever it is housemates..Allah has sent me the best people to shine my life…I’m still adjusting to it..and now I know this is how my prayers go…it’s shown..


B) New acquaintance and semester

Means those who shares the same textbooks with me….and be in the same class….I sorted myself in A Group…schedules for all groups are entirely ridiculous and rather stupid I guess because none make sense to me..but A Group is not that bad.. Gosh!! I miscalculated my prediction…we really have to really work in the first week..assignments are the welcoming greeting we got…this semester totally have gone completely serious course. The subjects intertwined between the rains of principles, philosophies and bunch of theories. They are not fun things to learn you know..but let see how does it goes.. (now I wonder how doremon and kapal layar eat those book s 5 times!). I love PELT so far by now, madam shiha’s lecture is superb okay..she delivers everything without single a boredom tingle the heart. Mr. Black is the most sporting of all..he said he love our class…and we do love him too!!! He doesn’t have skills as a clown but equipped friendliness and flexibility. As the other lectures..they also such a miracle help for us in study..Ahh…..before I forgot, to Miss Munirah… congratulation for your coming weeding!!! I wish I could make it to your memory lane weeding feast..may soon, you have a baby Miss Drama Queen!! ( she loves to call herself like that).


C) Old memory

2009 was now a stored memory in some part of my brain…for sure, I never delete them..although some are hard, bad ones, they are the ones that shaped the now me, that made me what I am now today..never experience betrayal honestly….sad one..i should have one…..yet, the misery, loneliness and somber sent to this heart by people I know in this life… was the life experience I got…making me sensitive and alert to all people surround by me now… sometimes it makes me scare to face people again, to start a conversation again, and truly… living by myself in the midst of the blown friendship around…. It’s a better way now….aloof??? hopely I’m not…I’m aware of people…less words means less harms. That the stand I believe now.. so then I won’t be hurt again like crying with a mute sound when nobody heard and seems uncared. Whenever Allah with me, I shall never scared and cry again right?..because He’s there..when nobody does.

D) New greenly leaf


The motivation to passionately learn more and more budding like a forest and I’m positive with it. This is all because doremon and kapal layar..they blow the enthusiasm within without me noticed. They show me how knowledge becomes your torchlight in the dark tunnel… they teach me that learning is not only for myself, it is for people who need us. I really appreciate that.

Then again, I want to upgrade myself to a better being in many aspects..doesn’t mean to entirely change the part where people dislike about me because of some reasons because some needs to be there for your own good either people hate it or not. They won’t never satisfy and won’t shut their big mouth talking about flaws and what so not till they get you down. Hoping 2010 is a blissful and fruitful year for me where God always with me and I shall never stray from HIS path.