tomorrow

Huh.. Another 13 hours to go before the time..my heart can't stop pounding every minute thinking of it..
Luv to be together again..
luv to hear the trash talk and giggles some more
can't wait to giv the tight, warm hug to them
Can't wait to take a step into the old place again
Damn.. can't resist the feeling inside
Mixture of feeling mostly part of the soul is termendously jolly exited
GIRLS!!!!
wait for me there
See ya....
Here I come..........................

Freegan

I watched lot of stuff on tv this morning. Being a couch potato on it is something I do occasionally. And here is something intriguing me inside and I wanna you to get into it too. To catch your eyes on people diving in a dumpster in public would make you gross out maybe and of course if that is your son. In America, there is a group of people who’s working on such thing. Picking up the left over food packages outside groceries, bakery shops and supermarkets is what they do occasionally. They are freegan, choose to live in a freegan lifestyle. It is rarely new in America and that is what they are doing coz I saw it live on tv. As far as I could see it is not really gross anyway as they do it appropriately; jumble up only the still, unexpired date, fully package cereal box without holes on it, cans, bread, vege and what ever that we can eat. They also take along the throw away but still in good condition clothes, as well as furniture for their own use or pass it on for the needy at orphanage and charity centre.

What matter is they are not paupers or beggars but somebody on the line. There are doctors, civil engineer and other professional among them. They seem not sound of mind and grotesque. Yeah, you do have cash..a lot and so affordable to buy these stuff, what the heck is it? Well, money is not what is all about. From what I’ve heard, they feel sick with the over consumerism environment and people who love to buy things they not really need, and spend money on food, display them in fridge before toss out before the date. The freegan said they want to help in lessen the still-good-food left in the dumpsters. They not really care how the other response on what they doing. We feel proud picking all these food in the garbage rather than those who throw it away and not even eat the food. Which one is noble? They said. It’s totally makes sense and mind opening. It is sad to see people do not feel bless with the food they have when people in other side of this world have to war and kill each other fighting to get something to eat, as such in Darfur, Zimbabwe and Cambodia; are these people just blind and stupid to realize this?

About 3% to 5% of food is tossed out in America everyday which is equal to $ 30 million per year! Surely that amount will makes people in Africa jolly and happy to feed themselves. The message from me to you is not to live the freegan lifestyle. The mother of the reason is for us to make a connection on ourselves, are we doing the same thing everyday? Having dinner and leave the leftover on table not wanting to finish it or ordering glass of juice and just have a sip of it? People judge themselves on what they have not what they are, they feeling great on brand new fashionable shoe or dress, fancy car and luxury, furnish house as they think they can found their true self on things. So, they are unstoppable as the advertising feeding them with this.

We can find much brighter life, peace and blissful life by buying less and living less with things, live moderately. Thus, you’ll have better perspective on works as you’ll find the core need is not for money solely but as satisfaction and fulfillment for you and your community. At last, you can free your mind and soul of worrying on mortgage, credit cards, car loan or wondering if you can reach the end of the month. Just get used to live with less thing and buy less, it is quite hard to turn over the desire but when you already on the track, find out if it really help you to live a better life.

HIM.....HER

A 360 degree changes
It is all upside down
He is not the one he used to be
Thousand of miles apart
I’m longing the sweet and charm
Makes my world feels so much brighter
Missing his laugh and jokes around
His tenderness is what I desire
Why should this happen
How can it getting worse

And I’m spinning round
Confusing, disturbing
Should I confess I’m broken inside
Pretend to stay nothing happened
Can’t feel you although we sit beside
Can’t see you though you stand by me
Seem you walking far away
Seem you’re going away

I try to look into your eyes
But afraid of the sign you’ve shown
I want to talk to you we normally do
Sharing laugh and tears
Working on the closure
I’m sorry hurting you for thing I didn’t know
Forgive me if sometimes I’m a liar
Blame it all on me if it makes you back
I’m opening my mind to all the possibilities

Cause when we together
I’m always secured
Other ain’t better than you
Could find another guy if I say I want to
If I do want the relationship like we have
It must be can’t
And I’m prohibited to do so
I’m bounding on you

You’re my only one
Please let me worry no more
Before things end up in a misery
Even I cry silently
I might want not to show
So you know I love you like I do 18 years ago
And I’m not ready to let you go

Ehm....terrifying

me so glad getting new friends in my bolg..again, thanks to hermione, gen_3, windy as you re welcome to the club..make yourself as home.

well, it is not too late wishing Eidul Qurban for all muslim. Take a minute and look deep inside what does Qurban really meant to you? Is it a life changing form bad to a better life or the other way around? or you might think it just the same and customary celebration like passed years? Think again? numbers of unbelievable, uninvitable and unresistable events happened few days before the Eid(raya korban). the flash flood in kelantan, terengganu and followed by pahang, couple of landslides as we already knew by heart; the worst was in Bukit antarabangsa aka Malaysia Hollywood. four of residents was killed, one still missing, thousand have to move and fortune left aside not to mention in the lost after the tragedy

full condolence for the victims and I havce to admit that it still make me goose bump. Just in a flick of time and everything was gone.expert from geology can proved it was natural disaster caused by bla...bla..bla.. For the faithful muslim, it was as sign from god to warn us, the caliph and to remind us the passed sins we have done. For those who are in tragedy, Let's take it as 'kifarah dosa' or cleansing and stand strong with HIS test. We got to realise it is a test from Allah to measure the level as a good muslim.

We should take it as a lesson. a worth lesson for us to relate with the mean of Qurban. If we're inside their shoes, what would we do, how do we act? can we stand with it? Give a helping hand can help them going through the test..

Piece of me

sometimes
i'm too academic about writing
more and less on preaching
moderate words on side of my life
sizzling some tales I could think of
too succumb with friends and fiends

but
that's what I want to write
from the bottom of my heart
even not the best
nor good enough
I'm satisfied though

i believe
a piece of words
change people's view of life
nurture oneself being a human
banish the tears and heal the pain
as life is worth living for

So,
pass it on
your finest thought
spread your message
"a ballpen is even sharper than the sword"
that's what i've learn from arabia scholar
keep passing on
and feel the peace on you

The Power of Dream

Honda is a strong brand in the automotive and robotic industry. The tag line of this company is a mirror and resembles to what they do and want to be. ‘The Power of Dream’. They prove that it is nothing impossible to achieve your goal as long as you hold strong with the dream. Nothing is wrong to dream of doing something or being somebody. It is a benchmark to creative and innovative steps that guide your life and give you the purpose of your life. Dare to dream and allow yourself to be in the imaginary world. Then you’ll going beyond expectation if you really focus on the aim. We are too great to limit ourselves to small dreams- Ronald Reagan once said. Here’s some inspiring tales yet captivate story you’ll love to know that nothing is impossible to achieve in life. You may want recall back your pathway as what have you got in life and is it satisfying enough.

Tale 1
If legendary Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. (correct name, right!) is still alive, he must be proud to what American had done. In his last sermon on the day he was killed, he hope there will be the Africa-American as the next president of United State. The racial tense between white people and black people will be better someday and live in a harmonious peaceful life. Barrack Hussein Obama made it. The first African-American as the 44th president of the United State. With the motto CHANGE, he opens the new chapter in this saga of changing American mind. But the road is ain’t easy, it is long a harrowing. Well, this is not only his story, but America too.

Barry(nickname) is a son of Black man from Kenya and a white woman from Kansas. Raised in different geographical areas, he has a universal genetic. He lived in one of the poorest nation yet went to the best school in America. He was a young teenager and the colour of his life was dark at that time. He has resorted to kinds of drugs, cigarettes, and alcohol, facing with a conflict identity searching and explored his true self.

Thanks to his grandparent as did not go astray and wake up from the nightmare. From Hawaii to Harvard, he is unstoppable and armed with the degree from Harvard Law School, he never turns back. The momentous moment was the night of the election when he knocked down Mc Cain with triumph of over 300 votes and only less then 200 votes for Mc Cain. A huge cheer up from his supporter as he entered the front stage and I know he waited so long to hear “Congratulation, Mr. President”. Above all, it is just the beginning of the game.


Tale 2
She has a mesmerizing and husky voice. Deep inside, she fold a big dream that seems impossible for a Filipino girl like her. Charice, 16 years old teenager want to be a star. She had entered singing competition since she was 4 but the purpose is to get money for food. Her single mother strive hard to ensure both of them have something to eat everyday. Charice decide that she’ll not sitting doing nothing and to sing gives her the way to help her mom. Charice lives in scattered area in poverty village in Philippine and she tells her mom that someday she want to be star.

The fate of her life slowly changes when a HARPO producer found her talent in YouTube and told the boss, Oprah Winfrey. She brings Charice in her show and before that, he made a phone call to David Foster, a legendary producer to come along. The moment of truth. Oprah want to know if she is really talented. Charice sang a song from her ultimate idol, Celine Dion; My Heart Will Go On. She stunned the audience with so mesmerizing and powerful voice as she carried it so well. It made a Goosebumps for those who listen to her. Well, you see. When a singer sing a such of difficult song like this, you would like to see when she reach the high pitching notes, you’ll hold your breath to see if her voice can achieve that notes high and want to see it go higher. Charice not only manage to do that but she made it beautifully without ruining the song. So then, Oprah introduced her to David Foster. If you want to be a star, he is the one you have to haunt. David is known as star maker and he knows how to do it. He took Charice to Vegas in his concert featuring Josh Groban and Michael Bubble. Charice then honored to sing My Heart will Go on in front of over 100,000 audiences in Vegas. Isn’t that lucky.

But it not stops there as the next day she was invited to Pretelli’s house and they sing together. The tour wasn’t enough yet as she is invited to again to the Oprah Show to listen to her voice. Surprisingly, during her performance in the show, Celine startled her with special appearance in Skype tv as Celine also watched the performance. Celine made a request for Charice to join her in one of world Tour Concert somewhere in UK. That’s a beautiful moment for that girl. ‘I can’t believe it, my dreams come true’, she sobbed as she hugged Oprah. She felt so blessed and she is now had proved that the folks are false about her. She is standing high, the peak of the dreams and she’s continue to work hard for it.

Tale 3
I wish I can write more, but now I felt exhausted and starving, my eyes watering. There are more inspiring people I want you to let you know. Well, maybe next time.Take the lesson from these people to get motivated, cherish the life to the end. Look ahead and keep it forward, it is more painful to turn around and looking back the past times.

p/s: this is the longest ever post I’d wrote. Please don’t bother. (If you do, like I care)