Monday, May 31, 2010

Dekat Padamu


The best thing I ever had this year...the glamourous stars are here and we are the blinking stars up in the sky. MDS (minggu destini siswa) surely marked as the best event I had had in my life ever..at the moment..hehe. The whole week was fantastically awesome although the gruesome night without proper sleeps for almost a week was a bit frantic, but the whole idea of joining MDS for UiTM Puncak Alam and having a post as PM (pembantu Mahasiswa) for bureau of SDK (sahsiah, disiplin dan keselamatan) left me no regret. I never thought I would ever join this kind of people and working like them..together, as a team. Firstly, the only reason for me to join the MDS was just to kill the boredom at home besides trying my luck for the PM selection this semester. The original plan was to join either the bureau of registration or SDK and stay in Shah Alam catering all the laid works for us. On the night that they were announcing the splitting team for the coming MDS in Shah Alam and Puncak Alam, I was very sure that I will be placed in Shah Alam for I am an education student, the one and only PM presenting faculty of education as to handle the asasi tesl students there. It turned the other way around when MPP (majlis perwakilan pelajar) kak wahida called out my name from the list, made me squeal in shock to hear that. I was uncertain and doubtful If this is a charm of luck or a bad omen.

I knew Allah had planned HIs best for me and Allah always knows the best. Sure yeah, I am lucky to be in Puncak Alam..new place, new people and the new beginning. Hello Puncak, here I come~!

On the first day of the week, we spent a night at Seroja's for PM registry and several briefing about the coming program. I shared a room with kak farah zahidah, najwa, kak mai and kak ain. Surprisingly, we were all selected to join MDS at Puncak Alam..wow, what a coincidence eh. I am really bad in mixing around with the unknown if they are the opposite sex of mine. It just I feel a bit awkward and afraid mingling with them. Insecure, actually. I joined SDK, consisted of 15 members and headed by a guy whom they called super senior with many experience handling MMS (minggu mesra siswa) before this. I am pathetic in the group and only speaks when needed to, my gosh..the shy girl ever. haish. Anyway, the next day, we packed our things and move to Puncak Alam, I was thrilled to make the new adventure there.

Puncak Alam- With the slightest knowledge about this place, I try my best to let you know a bit about this grand UiTM campus. Puncak Alam is the place where it has becomes the biggest campus ever built to settle UiTM students residency and campus as well. It is the biggest UiTM branch in Malaysia, enough for me to say it’s three times bigger than the main campus, Shah Alam. The project launched stages by stages and divided to 3 phases of construction. The first phase is the one that have nearly completed which placed 4 major courses here namely Pharmacy Faculty, Office Management Faculty, Applied Science Faculty and Health Science Faculty. There are 2 residency colleges; Angsana and Rafflesia. Angsana was originally a home for all boys only but due to excessive female students in Puncak Alam Angsana 1 & 2 had to change the owner. The rest of Angsana blocks remained for the boys. Whilst for Rafflesia, all the 5 blocks belong to the girls. Their hostel apply the concept of condominium residency where students live in a condominium with 5 @ 4 rooms;each for 2 persons. It is a cozy condo, modern design with green architecture landscape which is nature friendly. Even their lift got a mini tv inside. You can watch a pooh bear cartoon over and over again (it’s the only cartoon shown). A life of luxuries here. Puncak Alam campus managed to placed over 20,000 students at one time in its faculties and it will soon become a hub for UiTM students that will replace a hectic and over-crowded population in Shah Alam main campus. The second and third phase are under the plan of construction and overall, the cost for the entire project costs about few billion ringgit (can’t remember the exact amount). One unique feature in this campus is the staircase… OMG~! We called it ‘tangga batu cave’ a.k.a tangga neraka. Lord, you got to experience using this staircase. It has 244 steps with a killing angle of the slope and more interestingly, this is the only route to connect the road from college to campus. Another path is the main road which is way down the hill and that takes a very long distance to reach the faculty. I guess I have told you something about Puncak Alam right.

Talking about my experience, there is many to share, seriously. Our MPP, Abg Ridhwan Mohd Salleh discussed with us about the planning of the program for the next day. He said that there are three possibility for the new coming students to asasi. Firstly, we predicted that there will be at least 1.600 students to be registered tomorrow, if not it might be around 2,500 students and the most to be expected is the maximum number of students, 3,000 but he said that it won’t reach that number, just be prepared to welcome the huge waves of students tomorrow. My bureau is the most important component in the team tomorrow. With the total strength of 75 PM, it is a heavy duty for us to cater like 3,000 students which gives us a ratio of 1:295. Our bureau consists only 15 members to control the flow of the students to be registered tomorrow from the entrance up to the college, to ensure the smooth running of the vehicle which is a collaboration with UiTM safety department (their guards). Anything to do with the flow of students, leave it to us. We only hope for the best. All the MPP voiced out their worry on us to handle the task but we believe we’ll be fine. Kak Wahida, the deputy project manager was really concern to us. The other important and the hectic bureau of the day besides us is the program and registration. The malfunction of either these two bureau will ruin the whole system. We experienced the heat of tension on the first 3 days. Believe me, the face of tension already tell the tales.

The first day- 2,859 students registered on the day which was beyond the margin of our expectation. One big problem aroused. The super killing worst flow of traffic from the gate entrance till up the hill to Rafflesia. Lots of parents threw their madness and tantrum due to the bad traffic control and the selfish attitude from many VIP parents that think only their sons are going to be registered on that day and assumed that with the power in the palm they have, they can do anything as they please. Owh, lord…this is sickening. At first, vehicles are not allowed to enter the college. For the early few hours, traffic was fine but then the traffic got worst because some took vehicles up to the colleges. Many parents can’t tolerate with the long hours of waiting for the bus to take them up decided to use the Hell staircase to reach Rafflesia. One parent rushed to the PK due to the High Blood Pressure resulting climbing up the stairs with the massive boxes and bags. PM from health bureau lend their hands to help them. We are all really bushed and extremely tired.

Second day- Students college registration was at worst management due to sudden changed of plan and the massive miscommunication between the head of bureau registration and the higher authorities. SDK also almost worn out everything, pulling the best effort to cater students movement from one hall to another which is a bit far away. The management was very messy and confusable. The post mortem on the night at 1am lashed out the dissatisfaction of the sudden changes of plan and miscommunication. Abg Fizee stand out his plan and behold us to maintain to what had he planned to avoid the same humiliating problem tomorrow. Anyway, he and Meor (our SDK head bureau) almost collapsed because of dehydration and skipped meals during practicing their duty. Many of us missed out our meals as well. Insufficient time and always on the go make us only manageable make up time for prayer only. MPP reminded us and the rest of the PM to take care of ourselves to avoid bad thing happen later. As SDK, we also need to get all the students up early in the morning at 5.00am to have a jemaah prayer at Angsana hall. We slept at 2.45am in the morning and many woke up late-6.30am. Luckily, some early rise SDK members woke up PB (pelajar Baru) in the college. I can see the big panda eyes on my face.

Third day- students registration. We continued the unfinished registration and by hook or by crook it has to be settle before the sun fall or we’ll be a dead meat. Abg Fizee laid out a perfect plan and he is the savior of the day. Registration ran smoothly and with rapid flow from both girls and boys students with the extra strength human resources from SDK and program bureau. SDK members did many multitask okay, and they really made a good use of our army, which left us be ready to drop. Salute to all PM, you have done really well. Good job then!! There’s no seniority boundary between us. All were treated the same, equally and the charm of affection works in every soul of the members. I am really touched with their care and words of wisdom curled with thoughtful advises. Owh yeah…I almost forget, as we worked for UiTM, we needed to punch in our cards at 7am and punch out at the time when we finished the post mortem. I think you can understand the mathematics here, we worked almost 15 hours per day. Very proud to say that none of us ever grumpily complaint of the long working hours and the tiredness. We did feel tired and exhausted but the day flew by with the fun and joy surround us, it just a little mental and physical challenge right. Huhuhu…

Before I forget, with Meor initiative, he opened a group in Fb for the MDS this session. You can search it in fb by typing PM MDS asasi Puncak alam. This is a group about the MDS and updates from us to PB and also as a linking communication with all the PB from asasi science and Engineering after the end of the MDS later. Both asasi program also have their own group and You can find it in our page. There are lots of pictures to share and comical and wonderful videos from us as a farewell gift to them. Hopefully they will do well in the program and make it with flying colours.

The best thing I ever had here is the close bonding between us. The faded and cloudy relationship evolved into something that is really strong and juicy, heavenly fun and crazy. This is the platform for me to start knowing others, not the people in my air only and this would suggest a better milieu of socialization in the future. I have several good friends from MassComm, Medicine, APB, sport rec and more. Not only that, I am now manage to talk with our respected UiTM MPP abg wan, being friends and hang out together with the others. He really is one big brother to us that hold the umbrella of security. Like before this, I try my best to avoid his presence and completely muted when he is around, shyness and scared perhaps. Despite all the difference between us, our relationship does not stop here. All the PM have a stamp on our head being the PM for MDS I’ve still known as the SDK till now. We also having a good time with the PB despite I’m being stern and strict with them. Sorry lads, that’s not my true color, I have to, I don’t bite okay. The PB are all good and it’s a bit a melancholic feeling to leave them after a week together. The last day at Puncak Alam filled with sorrowfully gloom atmosphere between us. I am the kind of girl with cuddles and smooches with friends and tones of pictures were captured to document the moment. I was sad, they were too. I could see in Abg fizee’s eyes the gleam of sadness and grey. This will be his last MDS program with us as this is the final semester of his study. He and the other MPP admitted that MDS at Puncak Alam have created the great bond between us like no other and they are proud to see us mingling together. We are close, really.

On the next day, with Abg Fizee proposal, most of PM and MPP had a gathering together at PAS (plaza alam sentral) for a bowling time. Most of our SDK members were there and this included Abg Wan and Kak Wahida. We were touched to see their willingness to spend their little time with us for bowling game. Above all, I love you all and shall we meet again in MDS Julai later.

*SDK- Sayang Dekat Kamu

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

When you're gone

Hey there......haven't I mention it here that I prayed on my both knee wishing she could be selected as the MMS facilitator?? Alhamdulillah!!!!!!!! thanks to Allah, He immediately answers her soft prayer... heheehe....I really am in the mud of happiness.

Well, mom..the one I have known is always working so hard. She always on the go in many sort of things; warden, teaching and admin. work... I hate to see how much work have taken her very soul and energy. She doesn't deserve to gear up her work to the limit that worn her off. I repeatedly insisted her to managed some rest and slow down...yeah, SLWO DOWN mom...get some good sleep and rest...gladfully, she started to go to spa for massage and everything or facial treatment once in a month...she deserves it the most...hmmm.. in the mean time, since I'm home..she relaxed a bit and has me massaging her every night time before bed time... she walks a lot I told you. Marching the school and every soil ground on her two feet somehow had affected her...she frequently experience footsore and the pain worn off by some massage.........I just wonder how could do her some favor if I'm not home....




know what...I'm off to shah alam by tomorrow noon for the MMS program..soo soon right, yeah.. I'm not really happy leaving mom although she's staying at warden residency with one other warden..I'm gone for almost 2 week, pray for a safe journey for me then.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Come Home

Guess that I'm home again. As I'm writing this, I just finished watching a grueling match between Malaysia and China..well then, I didn't like the lost, alas, we did. Our team have delivered their best, I believed so. Hey, Choong Han is such a pleasant on the eyes. He's so handsome in his 30's. I didnt notice before. His pair of eyes is mesmerizing you know and I dare not to have longer look because it glued my eyes...hahaha..talking crappy here..whatever.

90% of success is hard work. 10% is luck. I guess they missed both...sharpen your skill warriors, and be confident. In 5 years time, you should repay to us... I start counting, like... now.

I like the fact that I'm home now, for the next 6 weeks planning worthwhile activities to kill the time. Here is the list of planning I wish to look forward during this BIG semester break:

1- Practice sewing with the unknonw (haven't chosen a master yet). I want to learn this skill professionally and mom once said she'll be considering to buy me a machine to practice. Well, probably, yet, maybe, might be. Don't be too ambitious Reika..hehe

2- Movie mania. yeah, as simple as that. On the cosy bed, my eyes will be glued to the laptop for hours. (caution: only when mom is working or I'll be dead man!). Hehe...I have stocks of movies in my hard disk but there's many to filters. Some are not suitable for my watching and with respect I deleted them.

3- Becoming Uitm facilitators for the new intakes. Gosh, I can't wait to join the team. THe result only be known by the next one week. If I were selected, I'm going off to Shah Alam for one whole week. This is for the sake of experience and surely books can offer everything but experience. This will help me a lot in socializing with Uitm staff and better understand of many things

4- Book reading. Currently, I'm having the sequel of infamous 'The Pillar of the Earth' , 'The Worls Without Ends'. It's a 1000 pages book and I just finished a 100 pages. Looks like a long way to go then.

5- Dermatologist appointment. This is not an activity at all but I need to consult this doctor to have some treatment. I have been delayed the check up appointment for several times. I'm a busy student, it's not an excuse. Hmm. I'm just checking, nothing serious for you to worry.

This weekend, God willing I and my mom will pay a visit to Opah at Mak Long's. My so lot little brother will be at home in the next 2 week. I really need to catch some gossips from him. hahaha..

By the way, tomorrow is teacher's day. Happy teacher 's day for teachers and for us too, the future teacher! Our government makes a huge dedication card for teacher across the nation with the PM signature on it. I watched it on news today. The best part of celebrating the day is, you guess what...

A- Increase earning
B- Teacher's day off
C- Instant bonus
D- All of above

You go them wrong buddy. It's E- Gotong royong perdana. Say what! Hey, every school wil be doing it tomorrow (saturday), ordered by ministry. Owh my Dior, what a fine rewarding for teacher, keep them work. Is this the best they could think off? *sigh*



Sunday, April 11, 2010

Obsessed

Succumb-
The one word that I think is ME right now... Succumb to books, and the fairyland called BookExcess. I give the world to havethe bookstore....erm..that's too much I think...never mind, as I said just now, those books look so adorable by looking at them (why just recently I start noticing that?). Previously, I have just spend big time and so big money at the Malaysia Bookfair in KL... not regretting any of the heavenly shopping spree.... (cause me to cut down my spending on food). I have finished reading 50% of the books stuffed on my bed....for weeks...huhuhu.. the feeling of having pleasure reading was that minimal before but now this eagerness of having books reading in any free hour has blown up..

that's not the full stop yet...adding to this craziness, yesterday which was supposedly to be a good-girl-at-home weekend turn out to be a big day out for me..thanks to LinDonat for asking me to tag her along to BookExcess..she asked me once before but rejected due to slow cash flow in my account....*sobsob.... well, she hit the right timing I guess, mom just bank in monthly allowance (although only a quarter compared to last month) and here we go...shopping!!
She brought along her little siblings (literally..hahaha) and drove the usual 'submarine'.. The amount I've allocate for my day out is just 30MYR...hopefully it's enough.

My plan didn't work out....all the cashes sweep away with the new books in my hand...Bad money management...still...I was extravagantly happy spending hours and hours in that place. I'm madly in love with BookExcess...................just wondering...who's the owner ek??? hihihi

not to forgot...I really want to see my UM dearies before the final ......misssing u soo much

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

hold my hand


I'm heading towards the end of semester and this is not a yeay! week for me and for them too. there's only 2 weeks left before the study leave and to the finals. Lecturers keep tiring us with what should I call rains of ASSignments; case study (s), journals, survey, test and etc.. In one way it sparkles the enjoyment of having a hectic and busy time (that's make me feeeeeeeeel important...ahhaaha..vain..) but in the other way around I really have time on my own to be alone.. People might mistakenly think I'm isolating myself from others but it's not like that....I'm just working on my own... this is a way faster without any distraction from crazy-minded friends ( I love it but I can't stand la..I'm laughing toO much and not concentrating okei..huhuhu). Thankfully, I have settle almost 90% of the assignments and it such a great relief..WORK HARD PLAY HARD.... Weee~~~

I'm attending Majlis Anugerah Dekan tonight. Although I'll be there as a DL recipient but it just mean less for me compared to others who are in real excitement to become one night prince/princess under the spotlight, stealing everyone attention. It's their night, let them be... Well, don't get confused, it is not because I don't want to, but I have to...this event is a project collaborated under PMFP and SMF and I am the committee members (under PMFP) that cater a part of the whole system, one failed will caused the disruption of whole system....hmmmm...that's we call a teamwork. As the head for Special Task Bureau my work is easy; selecting the best DL recipient based on consultation from head of program lecturers. Love talking to them, Dr. Pramjit and Dr. Beh are nice people, it's not hard to get close to them, and fatherly too. On the event later, I have to ensure the smooth running of the program and prepare for the worst case scenario if it ever happen....to keep an eye for everything.....it's working hour but maybe I gonna have some fun too...hmmm, the only worry I hope the last to come is raining. I have checked the weather forecast and it might be raining this evening till night. Owh my, because we held the event in open-air (dataran tungku Fauziah at the main campus), bad weather is a foe to us. Please pray everything gonna be alright.


Jump into another updates, I have a private talk with one good friend last night, while waiting for the meeting...she really have strong heart and I admire how the hardship has changed her perspective towards life and relationship.......she become even maturer than others, not by her looks but the mind. Life is not about having all fun hanging out with friends, going crazy-minded and all that... life need us to be ready facing the real thing we didn't want to be in or to have. It just as serious as that in reality and that's not easy. As what I advised her, takes all your weakness and flaws as not a shame, you want to get rid of them but not all, some are permanently be there because we are not perfect and never be perfect. When the person accepting you while you are in the best and in the most fragile being, he is the chosen one...the right man for you. He knows, being a fragile tell that he is needed to keep you living and this will get you closer to each other. you're bound to be together no matter how far you run from each other..getting rid of each other as deep inside your heart, both are still loving and this is clear for me to see that. Believe in destiny because it never lies, it tells where will your relationship going to head and how does it ends, if The Almighty said He is the one for you, then you'll have the ring. Whatever it is, I admit that she so lucky to have a man that really spare his life for her in every way, as I have never see a guy that have a heart like his.....Hmmm, I will pray for you to be together loving each other.....
we are not that close but we have the heart to pour and share anything together, and that's soothing for us...thanks for sharing your life dearie...I am bless to be one of your colour in life..